its time to be stressed.

hols is comin and i'm feeling stressed.
fyp is stressful..
planning for e subj to come in, to account to the teacher i/c, to discuss with my grp members...
then ther's clinic.
rushing to west coast, rushing lunch, searchig for the teacher to get signatures an to complete the examination within scheduled time...

even talking and eating is becoming stressful to me.
lol..
i wry when i don't feel like eating and i wry when i'm eating too much...>.<

why shld there b MST for CLS...

sry for whining.-.-"
thanks for ur consolation.

E gd old times:)

when the memories of my past 2 years of poly sch life floods back to me...
when the ppl i meet in the past appears back in my life..
when i go back to do the same old things i used to hav an interest for..

y, i do miss the old times.
thats reminiscence.

~its hard to preserve r'ship in the same state as it is but u can treasure ur happy times and NOW.

to all my friends:

do live happily!
don't jus say sorry aft u hav hurt them or regret ur actions.
those doean't help, its a change of mindset that does!
BE HAPPY
not jus for urself but also for those arnd who can't help worrying for u when u frown ur eyebrows. :)

and rmb:
ur friends don't owe u anything, and the world does not revolve arnd u, so don't take their gdwill for guranteed.

Short story.

smt i can't rmb where i read from some time ago in chinese version:

this mum was devastated when her child died. she kept crying becos she could not bear the departure of her beloved child.
Ppl recommended her to see this high reverend who was renowned for curing "heart diseases".
aft the reverend heard abt her story, he pictured a story in her mind:

~ all the children has a lighted candle in their hand when they walk together to heaven.
but the mum saw that the candle on her child's hand was the only one that is not lighted up.
she then asked the reverend why and he told her, because ur tears extinguish the flame of ur child's candle.

the mum heard this and nvr cry for the child's death again.

for this post is dedicated to all those ppl whose family members died in the two devastating disaster that happened in myanmar and china.
Condolences..

Live Killing.

was at the market ytd morning and "witnessed" how they killed the live frog:

1. the frog is catched from the water tank.
2. the killer knocks the frog unconscious on the chopping board
3. the mouth and eyes are cut away with a scissors
4. the intestines are drained out of the body
5. the skin is peeled and pulled away.
6. wash the bloody body and yes, chop it into pieces.

i ate it for dinner.>_<

its summer time.

its been quite long since i dropped a note here..
time really files much faster in sch trying to meet datelines and fulfill clinic quota than working at the retail..LOL.
it may be stressful when the due dates draws near, but i do enjoy my days in sch:)

i certainly enjoy joking with my friends but smt when u want to smile to ur clsmates, u realise none of their exp is that cheery.>.<
sighs, i really like the way they pat my head, laugh at me, giggle with me, and pay attention to let me complete what i hav to say.
i jus hope they'll be happier in sch!!
No obligations and rules to that.

what can i do to put a smile on ur faces??

HAPPY mother's day!

thank u mum, for working so hard for the family and caring so much for me, and for feeding me fatter each n every day...lol:)
i'm sry for talking back at u and bugging u ><

recruiting subj!!

hey, hello..its getting dead over here..
anyway, been busy with the things i hav to do:
journals
jap h/w
and most imptly my FYP:

Contrast sensitivity for young adults of 16 - 25
here's the criteria for subjects:
+less than 1.00D diff btwn 2 eyes
+astig of less than 0.75D in either one eye
+Rx of less than 4.00D

benefits:
+$100!
+a pair of free specs

sounds attractive enough?

here's how we conduct the study:
u need to spend arnd 27 hrs with us.
simple tasks u need to fulfill during the study.
u jus hav to read a passage and then take a simple test that allows u to see gratings( no regards to the passage u read).
thats all.
pls contact me if u are keen to be my subj!! thanks:)

pyjamas party!!

this is a interesting photo w interesting strangers.
they were parading down orchard road in pyjamas!! ..as u can see.
so we jubilantly joined in the fun. :)
when i asked them where they were from...
"mummy's stomach!"
LOL.

gettin well soon.

during this period while i was badly sick, my cls mates shown lots of concern for me:)sometimes i feel forgotten cos i don't do a lot of things together with them but not this time:
HL asked me on msn, qh msged me, lilin asked me with the two of tehm in cls, Sh wrote on my lec notes " get well soon" and got close to me even though it was contagious.
thank yous. :)