Monday-28 jul (:

was with my long time co friends on monday, it was great meeting.
we had indian food- naan esp for dinner and tau huay for dessert!
great exp in little indian walking along rowell road looking at the "dubious characters" as my friend calls it and shopping at mustafa.
what an eyeopener, though i wished i could hav seen more of those women...>.<
yeah! we'll meet more often, cos its been really great knowing u guys!

thank u HJ!!

there are a few things i can't do without when i go out,
other than my waterbottle, ezlink, wallet and mp3, i can't do without my watch.
felt really weird when i left home without the watch on monday morning.
(cos i hav misplaced it >.<)
whats more is that time is precious during clinic?
felt really pang huang and helpless then.
thanks to pei yik for lending me her casio watch with hebe's singature!!
was still admiring the watch face while having dinner with my friends:)
really can't do without my watch.
and i'm really thankful cos i won't hav done it so willingly like u did. ^^

Credits to ling:)

I'm born in _7_ (date) of __Feb_____ (month) in _1989___ (year) as an __snake________(zodiac) with blood type A+?__.

I'm often being addressed as ___min_________ by everyone.

My hobby is ____w+a+co____. I think of myself as ___weird______ (personality), while others think that I'm __weird______ (personality).

Perhaps my charm point is __blur____?

I spend my offdays ____staying at home :S______.

My dream is ____(i can't rmb)_______, so I might become a ____(what i want to become)_____ 10 years down the road?

The thing I want most now is __a hug_______.

My treasure is ___my home_____!

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MY BEST 3

Fav food BEST 3
1.milk
2.muffins
3.pancakes

Fav talent BEST 3
1.my co teacher
2.my co teacher
3.jay chou

Fav shopping sites BEST 3
1.taka
2.bugis
3.far east

Fav bread brands BEST 3
1.sun moulin
2.mama bakery
3.petit provenance


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LOVE^2 CORNER

The type of opposite gender than you like? ___entertainer______

If we were to put he/she in the entertainment world, who will that be? ___the guys in my cls + deirdre______

Ever made a confession? YES / NO (not sure)

Ever been confessed to? yes

Ever kissed? YES

Do you have a person you like now? YES / NO (not sure)

If you're going on a date, where will that be? __somewhere i like_____________

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WHAT WILL YOU DO IF...

You're able to use a time machine? ___go back to my childhood______

You were to become a famous person for a day? ___spread my ideals______

The world is going to disappear today? ___distribute my letters______

You were to become an opposite gender for today? ____go to a boy's school_____

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MY FAVOURITE

Candy:thinking very hard but nil

Animal:rabbit

Song:it changes w time

Colour:anything on the colour palatte exp black

Sports:jus not into sports

Character (any person):my mum

Movie:death note 1

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PERSONALITY CHECK! (please put o or x)

A spoilt child (0)
A big eater (0)
A scatterbrain (0)
Short-tempered (0)
A crybaby (0)
A lonely person (0)

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QUESTION CORNER
(ans to hui ling's)
Q1: What was your first impression on me? quiet

Q2: What's your impression of me now? incorrigible

Q3: What was the most memorable time/thing we had/did?
trying to be faster than the SBS bus

Q4: Something that you are only able to say because now's the time?
can't think of any

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IMAGE CORNER

A cool person? chiaki-kun

A kind person? hui zhen

A smart person? zhi qi

A reliable person? my mum

A cute person? siqi

A funny person? deirdre

A quiet person? asaka ryutaro

A natural person? nodame
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FREE SPACE (feel free to write anything!)

(don't feel like writing anything)

My Melody ppt :)

in case u hadn't had enough of my slides?
subjected to copyright, lol.
anyway i don't think my teacher's gg to deduct marks for the irrelevancy, though it was me who reminded her ><

i really like my slides,
and i feel happier presenting the ppt ^^

Now and Then.

if i ask u to descibe Hui Min,
how wld u go abt doing tt?

she talks a lot, though she can be softspoken?
she is easy going but is very stubborn?
she is blur yet organised?
she looks small but not short?

always find my character conradicting, from then till now.

recently recruited my long time pri sch to my fyp study.
he came with his friends.
his friends ask abt how we knew each other and how he is like then.
the fond memories flood back, he was the one who gave me my first nickname- guess what is it?












hello kitty manager.

and i started putting my melody wallpapers in my clinic presentation slides as backgrounds.
wonder how my teacher will feel abt it when i present tmr..
haha, i'm not "don't hav nth better to do", k:)
i love my childhood but reality is that things can nvr be the same anymore.
the society killed my dreams and simpleness.

happy bday, gou!

thanks for being such a great pal!

NDP Preview!!

really enjoyed myself on sat night:) the performance was great and the fireworks were magnificent!! i loved the airplanes that smoke in every direction, the sound was really 振奋人心. the parade was pretty in a myraid of colours! i acty teared while watching the fireworks, guess what i was thinking at that time: " i hav nvr seen anything so pretty like this!!" thanks to ling for sharing the journey there with me thanks cabbie for knowing the route to the place

MY cinamoroll!! ^^

FRIENDS~

its time to get answers for the queries in our friendship..

it seems like we hav really distant,
with other friends who got along with us too...
and hanging out w them more...
we seem so out of each other's aft sch,

we met earlier and got together.
do u think us being a clique was a mistake from the first place?
i hope none of u think so.
we hav enjoyed many happy past sch days.

though we aren't as close as we were then,
i hope none of u will dwell on this n b unhappy.
cos u shld b happy with ur life.
someone told me:

the score is ur life story,
the friends u meet are jus like music notes in a score,
no matter whether the notes are repeated again,
there were part of the score,
part of ur life.

capsule machine!!

i used to hav queer addictions like letting the capsule machine eat my money away, or making it a habit to go to gelare on tues.
jus a poor girl trying to make the best of what she has?
but those were the days i entertained myself when i was stressed and all alone by myself:)

its been a really really long time since i hav put coins into any capsule machine aft i kicked that habit aft i graduated in sec sch, till today.
i didn't regret putting coins into that machine, cos it was some stupid toy i really wanted, a mini cinnamoroll capsule machine!!
so cute, i'm thinking of getting the whole set, now.
still in the proess of fixing it up, but promise to blog the pic up aft i hav it fixed.

when u recover ur past and find that things are beautiful once more...

FYI other of my queer self:

1) likes to eat the skin of the bread more than the bread itself.
2) wears pyjamas to sleep, since i was p5
3) only one in my family who wears slippers to walk arnd in my hse
4) keeps diaries n fill the pages up with everyday's monotonous events
5) collects letter sets n sends to friends when the occasion calls for
6) nvr applied nail polish on my toes and more than 3 fingers
7) doesn't eat sweets n gummies, only likes chocs and biscuits
8) hates mint, oranges, pork and french fries
9) the only 2 soft toys on my bed are Po n Tinky Winky
10) give some thought to y u think i'm weird!

will u buy the last piece on display?

acty i don't mind it a lot, since its the last piece.
but i didn't do it this time round?
but i'm still thinking of it...
i don't think not waiting to the last min helps, anyway.
its by fate? haha, up to ur to decide then.:)

This an aquarian:

瓶子可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么

但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。

她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，

在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，

如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。

她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。

你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。

她有时也很虚伪。

不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，

那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，

她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。

她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。

她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，

她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。

她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。

只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。

她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，

也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。

不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。

你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。

但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，

还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。

她瓶子里的水，是永远流不尽的泪。

你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。。。

credits to pei yik again!:)

how true is the hui min u know similar to the characteristics mentioned above?
mb i myself shld know best?

短发

头发是三千烦恼丝。。。
好自豪，我已经5个月没有剪头发了！（从新年到现在）
因为炎日的天气所逼，今天只好乖乖上理发院。
对不起，没有遵守约定一块留长，因为实在没时间料理长发。
发信好久没碰华文书的我，有好多成语和字体都渐渐忘记了！！

终于考完了这学期的测验。
松了一口气， 但也不认为开学会有空休息。
加油吧，同学们！

病也痊愈了。
希望天气会好一些，少些变换吧!
也愿自己的身体能就此强壮起来！
大家要多照顾身体。

love, like, admiration or what?

hate to face problems of friendship and love.
they are jus things that u feel that u can't see and can't control

used to hav the confused idea of those 3 feelings that i mentioned above.
why? jus naive i guess..
but as i grow up, i realise there are jus so much to love and r'ship, pressure of acceptance u hav to face from everyone in ur new formed r'ship that love becomes not purely love anymore. and when u get married and form a family, things get worst and it becomes a responsibility on top of the love that u promised each other.
so i asked myself, is it that hard to find that someone to be in love with??
i guess when he comes then the problems will jus hav an ans to them.
cos its to face it together, and not by myself.:)
not really hopeful abt that though, lol.
but really hopeful for my friends arnd me to get theirs!!
its time to get start searching, in ur youth days, to engross in some romance!
i wish ur all the best:)
its not jus abt opening ur eyes to find that person, its looking for the right person!
they might just be around the bend or jus beside u:)

wells, they were talking abt how the guy will look like for themselves and for mine.
u might jus stop what u are doing right now and start imagining...
in my dreams he doesn't hav a face, lol.
so, i gave up trying to imagine, and tht its not smt i want to do.
for me, i guess i'll jus figure out in reality how these three feelings feel different.

is it a lifestyle choice?

a few of my course mates started smoking,
though i don't really know them and this didn't happen recently,
i still wld like to blog abt this-reason being that their smoke is disturbing me.
lol.
they are young, healthy and i wonder why they smoke to destress despite of other things they want to do?

a friend me that his jc friends are social smoker, and said he thinks its only their lifestyle choice. or is it??

jus wonder what i'll be thinking of, what others will think of me and whether it was my choice to do it if i ever start smoking one day...i'm sure i look ugly then.
forced by the environment? no, its jus an excuse.

profession switching?

this last week of hols has been quite disastrous..
was down with flu and fever and sore throat and only feeling much better today.
thank you, very fierce doc:)ur med does heals.

was in sch and had lunch with my clique for 3 days,
will miss the days..

they hav been talking about switching professions these days,
means studying this and continuing with some thing else later on...
its nth that unusual nowadays, cos ppl usually can't ans whst they really like in their course of study aft they hav studied in a sense they don't hav that passion anymore. my school research libarian holds an engineering degree too.
but big qns is what if u chose something else and u find that its not what u want?
ppl don't jus make one mistake and really know what they want afterwards, right?
so, what do u really want to do? or what do u really want out of ur life?

i tht i'll jus come out to work aft my diploma, but i reconisder and asked myself- is that what i really want to spend my peak years doing?
but what else can i do? certainly, i don't think i want to further course but what do i want to study? i'm not satisfied with only a diploma, right? cos what do i want to think of myself when my jc friends graduate with a degree, honours, n even a doctorate? and it was my dream since young to wear the square hat:)

most crucial deciding factor: time and money.

~recover soon, me and my sick friends :)