She said, "hey, u look radiant today!
i like to see u, cos u are so sweet!!"
and patted me on my shoulder before she rushed off...
that was a neighbour who came out of the lift when i went home.
how nice to say that to me, who was shivering, coughing and blowing my nose.
it relieved the sadness of being sick and having to go home earlier, i supposed.
thank you:)
this is the third time i hav been sick this mth,
y am i so weak?? =X
look at the time now- i'm gg to sleep.
thats how bad it is. lol.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
what are ur goals in life?
read this in a book, it may seem silly to many ppl...
what are ur goals in life??
somebody answered:
1.to be able to eat well
2.to be able to sleep well
3.to be able to rest well
it may sound foolish but simple things are even harder to attain in our lifestyle.
thats why i can't resist a standard meal time and standard sleep time:)
haha, that explains my poor grades.. lol.
but that helps to keep me ready for the next day.
lack of either one means lots of whining. =X
what are ur goals in life??
somebody answered:
1.to be able to eat well
2.to be able to sleep well
3.to be able to rest well
it may sound foolish but simple things are even harder to attain in our lifestyle.
thats why i can't resist a standard meal time and standard sleep time:)
haha, that explains my poor grades.. lol.
but that helps to keep me ready for the next day.
lack of either one means lots of whining. =X
Sunday, April 20, 2008
counting down!
~i really miss u!!
10 more days:)
wishing u bon voyage!
first week of sch.
still trying to cope and get back to my old lifestyle.
new bonds, amend bonds and broken bonds.
realised new changes, gd changes in friends and new perception of others.
depressed over disppointments though i tht i was alr mentally prepared for it.
...there's still loads of misunderstandings arnd,
need to clear the air and my phlem.=X
maybe i need a new hair cut too,
short hair suits me, someone who hates to bathe yet enjoys bathing.
thats the contradiction not jus in me but also in life?! lol.
hopefully may will b a better mth afterall. -.-
10 more days:)
wishing u bon voyage!
first week of sch.
still trying to cope and get back to my old lifestyle.
new bonds, amend bonds and broken bonds.
realised new changes, gd changes in friends and new perception of others.
depressed over disppointments though i tht i was alr mentally prepared for it.
...there's still loads of misunderstandings arnd,
need to clear the air and my phlem.=X
maybe i need a new hair cut too,
short hair suits me, someone who hates to bathe yet enjoys bathing.
thats the contradiction not jus in me but also in life?! lol.
hopefully may will b a better mth afterall. -.-
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Sch reopens..
hi ppl.
i'm back to sch.
nice Fc 2:)
everything seems the same, whats diff is we are year 3s now,(puts our eye on our head- we don't look up on seniors anymore.)
we move on in sch, in life to realise new things.
we nvr think much of each other at all now and in the past.y?
had to wear slippers in clinic, one momentous moment, cos no one else hav that privilege to do it >_<.
nope, i'm not proud of it like i sound like cos i look sloppy. what if the prism bar jus drops on my unprotected toes? lol,i'm thinking too much, ain't i?
ok.
wishing my poly friends all the best for year 3 and atttachment!! :)
i'm back to sch.
nice Fc 2:)
everything seems the same, whats diff is we are year 3s now,(puts our eye on our head- we don't look up on seniors anymore.)
we move on in sch, in life to realise new things.
we nvr think much of each other at all now and in the past.y?
had to wear slippers in clinic, one momentous moment, cos no one else hav that privilege to do it >_<.
nope, i'm not proud of it like i sound like cos i look sloppy. what if the prism bar jus drops on my unprotected toes? lol,i'm thinking too much, ain't i?
ok.
wishing my poly friends all the best for year 3 and atttachment!! :)
Sunday, April 13, 2008
lid edema, broken toenail, bruises n fond memories:)
Chalet!!
finally in a fit-enough state to tell u guys abt what i did in the last week of my hols before sch reopens tmr.. =X
wednesday to friday we had cls chalet!
there was the much anticipated night cycling:)
we rented bikes aft we settled our food stuff at the chalet.
sry ling for being so kan chiong on the phone, both me n hui really need a place to rest w our luggages.
tht i needed some practicing since the last time i cycled was like during mooncake fest last year.
went to the park w the 4 boys.
we cycled to the spider web thing like last year.
and i crashed on to the same tree i crashed into last cls chalet.
and yes, i fell from the bike unlike the last time.
eddie, the closest to the scene arrived first and helped to take the bike off me.
ok, some blue black and hurt the last bit of my spine, i claimed i hurt my butt to stop them frm wrying abt me from the start.
afraid of what might throughout the whole night, i was filled w apprehension and pain of my spine.now u ppl now why i kept hogging that corner near the table.
went on the cycling journey at 10 plus, after arcade action.
i think i kept a really stern face esp at the start.
sry ling for being so cold n inresponsive, was focusing all my attention on the bike.
ate supper at changi village at arnd 1am.the teh tarik was really smooth!*
we moved on and reached bedok jetty at like 3pm?
looked at stars and was videoed by ling w her phone that can't zoom :p
before slp could overwhelm us, we were on the way back to where we came from.
was feeling more relaxed w the sea breezer and such on the journey back and talked to all those ppl who cycled beside me.
not that i expected smt w happen to me, at the BUS STOP, aft i continously cycled thru 2 bus stops.
no one was behind me to witnessed the scene;
i "crashed" onto the wall-cycled too close and it scratched my toe.
i felt pain but didn't see much in the dark so i carried on, till we reached the slope. jona was encouraging me to cycle on but i stopped halfway, thinking i couldn't cos i was too tired.
we got down from our bikes and he asked me how was my scratch.
and guess what i saw:
BLOOD.
i insisted to carry on walking up the slope, but listened to jona in the end- we rested at the bus stop till he attended to my would.
he was a first aider and did a gd job.
it stopped bleeding. he was telling my how if his cadets would get punished if they didn't realise that members were missing from the team.
after a short while we saw andrew cycling towards us.
lol. jona scolded him for taking so long to return back while i received a call frm ling, b4 i hung up the phone, kamen was cycling towards us too.
ok, we cont'd w the trip. we cycled on and saw the rest of our team.(there was 8 ppl, 6 boys and 2 girls)they really looked concern. they acty gathered arnd me and cycled forward to see the wound. how touched i was, i couldn't describe.
but thanks guys for waiting, and not letting me feel ashamed that i'm pulling back everyone.>-< sry for being such a bad cyclist.
i know u ppl always encourage me cos u see i'm really trying very hard.
we reached the chalet at 6 plus.
ling cleaned my wound immediately.
sry ling for being so reluctant. it was a reall challenge to lift up a bruised leg and spine. did my feet smelt?
i bet u were too attentive to realise it did. lol.
eddie was kpoing arnd passing comments while we were in the toilet, like he was any help?
ok, bed time!!
i wanted to snatch ur pillow and balnket, ling!
was embarrassed to do so, so i kept laughing non stop while i was in the room,thinking of that.
sat and put myself to slp by the door.
the boys were snoring!!
andrew snored the loudest.
i moved onto the bed only aft ling left but had to woke up to return the bike at 11am. wanted to do morning cycling but really...
it was hot sun, i felt like screaming in the heat...
to stop myself from picking a fight w any of the tired boys, i walked back to the chalet and found an empty bed to cont'd sleeping beside linjian who was reading.
the girls were downstairs junking and watching idol show..
Mahjong time!! the boys came back with the rented table.
played till we got tired and we took the stairs to the bedroom..
meanwhile, diligent lylyn and pinghan was preparing the food for the BBQ.
would hav loved to helped in my dreams...
start fire!!
lingg! y did u give up?
eddie took over. started hanging arnd to take pics of everything.
the photographer's back!!
it rained and we moved the pit.
cheers to eddie andrew jian xiong and pinghan for starting the fire n moving the pit arnd.
cheers to lylyn for keeping at the pit to cook for us and moving the mesh up n down!
cheers to linjian for eating!! lol. pls ask linjian to read this line!haha^^
aft bbq:
missions we accomplished:
1.played mahjong.
2.celebrated aik leng's bday!
(big thanks to xt ying theng n ling for getting the cake!
and for the guitar!)
3.filmed the guys "tau-pou ing".
4.played the "mi ma" game and drank.
(i only had to drink one cup.
wonder how its like to be drunk...)
5. sleepZzZ
ok, thats all reporting from costa sands chalet.
i wish to thank everyone who paid or turned up for the chalet!
i had fun and nvr regretted cycling even though i hurt myself.
had a letter to defer frm occulsive footwear.
shall present it in clinic tmr.
thanks to ling and jonathan for attending to my wound.
the girls for consoling me and feeding me.
si hui peeled sweet potatoes for me!
deir's jelly really nice:)
i smashed the ice cream cake w my spoon and saliva.
wondered who ate aft me XP nice!! my 2nd ice cream cake.
had stingray for dinner these nights; my mum steamed some, boiled some stir fry w sambal w some. wonder what's she's gg to do w the lasts tonight..
guess i better stop. its flooding my blog.
ggg to cry soon!
thank you ppl for leaving me w such feelings:
yi yi bu she.
returning to sch to see all of ur again yet dreading clinic.
ganbetteru for the coming sch term!!
last year to go!
finally in a fit-enough state to tell u guys abt what i did in the last week of my hols before sch reopens tmr.. =X
wednesday to friday we had cls chalet!
there was the much anticipated night cycling:)
we rented bikes aft we settled our food stuff at the chalet.
sry ling for being so kan chiong on the phone, both me n hui really need a place to rest w our luggages.
tht i needed some practicing since the last time i cycled was like during mooncake fest last year.
went to the park w the 4 boys.
we cycled to the spider web thing like last year.
and i crashed on to the same tree i crashed into last cls chalet.
and yes, i fell from the bike unlike the last time.
eddie, the closest to the scene arrived first and helped to take the bike off me.
ok, some blue black and hurt the last bit of my spine, i claimed i hurt my butt to stop them frm wrying abt me from the start.
afraid of what might throughout the whole night, i was filled w apprehension and pain of my spine.now u ppl now why i kept hogging that corner near the table.
went on the cycling journey at 10 plus, after arcade action.
i think i kept a really stern face esp at the start.
sry ling for being so cold n inresponsive, was focusing all my attention on the bike.
ate supper at changi village at arnd 1am.the teh tarik was really smooth!*
we moved on and reached bedok jetty at like 3pm?
looked at stars and was videoed by ling w her phone that can't zoom :p
before slp could overwhelm us, we were on the way back to where we came from.
was feeling more relaxed w the sea breezer and such on the journey back and talked to all those ppl who cycled beside me.
not that i expected smt w happen to me, at the BUS STOP, aft i continously cycled thru 2 bus stops.
no one was behind me to witnessed the scene;
i "crashed" onto the wall-cycled too close and it scratched my toe.
i felt pain but didn't see much in the dark so i carried on, till we reached the slope. jona was encouraging me to cycle on but i stopped halfway, thinking i couldn't cos i was too tired.
we got down from our bikes and he asked me how was my scratch.
and guess what i saw:
BLOOD.
i insisted to carry on walking up the slope, but listened to jona in the end- we rested at the bus stop till he attended to my would.
he was a first aider and did a gd job.
it stopped bleeding. he was telling my how if his cadets would get punished if they didn't realise that members were missing from the team.
after a short while we saw andrew cycling towards us.
lol. jona scolded him for taking so long to return back while i received a call frm ling, b4 i hung up the phone, kamen was cycling towards us too.
ok, we cont'd w the trip. we cycled on and saw the rest of our team.(there was 8 ppl, 6 boys and 2 girls)they really looked concern. they acty gathered arnd me and cycled forward to see the wound. how touched i was, i couldn't describe.
but thanks guys for waiting, and not letting me feel ashamed that i'm pulling back everyone.>-< sry for being such a bad cyclist.
i know u ppl always encourage me cos u see i'm really trying very hard.
we reached the chalet at 6 plus.
ling cleaned my wound immediately.
sry ling for being so reluctant. it was a reall challenge to lift up a bruised leg and spine. did my feet smelt?
i bet u were too attentive to realise it did. lol.
eddie was kpoing arnd passing comments while we were in the toilet, like he was any help?
ok, bed time!!
i wanted to snatch ur pillow and balnket, ling!
was embarrassed to do so, so i kept laughing non stop while i was in the room,thinking of that.
sat and put myself to slp by the door.
the boys were snoring!!
andrew snored the loudest.
i moved onto the bed only aft ling left but had to woke up to return the bike at 11am. wanted to do morning cycling but really...
it was hot sun, i felt like screaming in the heat...
to stop myself from picking a fight w any of the tired boys, i walked back to the chalet and found an empty bed to cont'd sleeping beside linjian who was reading.
the girls were downstairs junking and watching idol show..
Mahjong time!! the boys came back with the rented table.
played till we got tired and we took the stairs to the bedroom..
meanwhile, diligent lylyn and pinghan was preparing the food for the BBQ.
would hav loved to helped in my dreams...
start fire!!
lingg! y did u give up?
eddie took over. started hanging arnd to take pics of everything.
the photographer's back!!
it rained and we moved the pit.
cheers to eddie andrew jian xiong and pinghan for starting the fire n moving the pit arnd.
cheers to lylyn for keeping at the pit to cook for us and moving the mesh up n down!
cheers to linjian for eating!! lol. pls ask linjian to read this line!haha^^
aft bbq:
missions we accomplished:
1.played mahjong.
2.celebrated aik leng's bday!
(big thanks to xt ying theng n ling for getting the cake!
and for the guitar!)
3.filmed the guys "tau-pou ing".
4.played the "mi ma" game and drank.
(i only had to drink one cup.
wonder how its like to be drunk...)
5. sleepZzZ
ok, thats all reporting from costa sands chalet.
i wish to thank everyone who paid or turned up for the chalet!
i had fun and nvr regretted cycling even though i hurt myself.
had a letter to defer frm occulsive footwear.
shall present it in clinic tmr.
thanks to ling and jonathan for attending to my wound.
the girls for consoling me and feeding me.
si hui peeled sweet potatoes for me!
deir's jelly really nice:)
i smashed the ice cream cake w my spoon and saliva.
wondered who ate aft me XP nice!! my 2nd ice cream cake.
had stingray for dinner these nights; my mum steamed some, boiled some stir fry w sambal w some. wonder what's she's gg to do w the lasts tonight..
guess i better stop. its flooding my blog.
ggg to cry soon!
thank you ppl for leaving me w such feelings:
yi yi bu she.
returning to sch to see all of ur again yet dreading clinic.
ganbetteru for the coming sch term!!
last year to go!
Sunday, April 6, 2008
last day of ITP
still hav to thank everyone at work for making me feel welcomed at the shop:)
thanks for the treats and the teachings,
my gratitude w follow me through my career.*sobs*
my last day ended in a rush, but i promise to be back visiting?!
my log book's still there for me to collect..
things i enjoy doing together w ur:
chores.
eating, esp teabreak.
joking.
sudokuing.
edging.
tired to tell long stories at this hour.
in simple words:
i can;t thank u ppl enough.^^
P.S. complains:
retail hrs are too lifeless!
troublesome customers are a pain!!
thanks for the treats and the teachings,
my gratitude w follow me through my career.*sobs*
my last day ended in a rush, but i promise to be back visiting?!
my log book's still there for me to collect..
things i enjoy doing together w ur:
chores.
eating, esp teabreak.
joking.
sudokuing.
edging.
tired to tell long stories at this hour.
in simple words:
i can;t thank u ppl enough.^^
P.S. complains:
retail hrs are too lifeless!
troublesome customers are a pain!!
last day of ITP
time files:)
its a mth alr.
people i hav met in amk tis mth:
ivan, raymond, mei qi.
people who had dinner w me during break:
my gou.
colleagues
people who hav waited for me to finish work:
my 3 pri sch friends.
(i don't think u want to be named, do u?)
the most touching incident that happened to me over this month:
the 3 of them acty waited for me to finish work.
work ended late by 45 mins but they still waited jus to hav supper w me.
thanks for visiting me at the retail.
u guys are the first lot who visited during my attachment here.
was really touched deep down.
nvr expected u ppl to wait;
"waited from impatient to patient"
LOL.
yes, i'm attached- to dedicate my time and life to co n work,
i don't know whether its the right choice but u guys really looked stunned to hear that i am. lol, is that an insult?!
anyway, thanks guys.
all the best for things u pursue.
life's more meaningful than jus gaming,k?!
hopefully i hav upgraded to became ur brother.
u ppl are still so impt in my life that i nvr knew.
its a mth alr.
people i hav met in amk tis mth:
ivan, raymond, mei qi.
people who had dinner w me during break:
my gou.
colleagues
people who hav waited for me to finish work:
my 3 pri sch friends.
(i don't think u want to be named, do u?)
the most touching incident that happened to me over this month:
the 3 of them acty waited for me to finish work.
work ended late by 45 mins but they still waited jus to hav supper w me.
thanks for visiting me at the retail.
u guys are the first lot who visited during my attachment here.
was really touched deep down.
nvr expected u ppl to wait;
"waited from impatient to patient"
LOL.
yes, i'm attached- to dedicate my time and life to co n work,
i don't know whether its the right choice but u guys really looked stunned to hear that i am. lol, is that an insult?!
anyway, thanks guys.
all the best for things u pursue.
life's more meaningful than jus gaming,k?!
hopefully i hav upgraded to became ur brother.
u ppl are still so impt in my life that i nvr knew.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
its !st april.
hey:)
woke up early to register for my gems b4 i get to work.
chose the gem that i wanted since year 1, and i got it!!
scents sense and cents.
this is not a joke but HAPPY APRILS FOOL!!
was alr tricked by my friend-.-!
thats for being trusting. lol
nic and val!
happy birthday!!
april's fool's babies, bet when ur mums told ur dad they are in labour ur dads wld hav tht it as a joke?
had fun gathering w u all on ur bday, nic!
glad u liked the bag, though we seemed so much less thoughtful than the photoframes they gave u! but i'm sure u like all, including us, right:)
and the sparkles candle! so pretty, showed my mum the video and she laughed too.
till then, nic.
still hope to see u soon, missing u for only one day!
wished i could write more on the card.
woke up early to register for my gems b4 i get to work.
chose the gem that i wanted since year 1, and i got it!!
scents sense and cents.
this is not a joke but HAPPY APRILS FOOL!!
was alr tricked by my friend-.-!
thats for being trusting. lol
nic and val!
happy birthday!!
april's fool's babies, bet when ur mums told ur dad they are in labour ur dads wld hav tht it as a joke?
had fun gathering w u all on ur bday, nic!
glad u liked the bag, though we seemed so much less thoughtful than the photoframes they gave u! but i'm sure u like all, including us, right:)
and the sparkles candle! so pretty, showed my mum the video and she laughed too.
till then, nic.
still hope to see u soon, missing u for only one day!
wished i could write more on the card.
About myself
现在几点:10.40pm 23/03/08
你的全名: 柯惠敏
你现在正在听谁的歌：crystal kay
你在哪里读书(工作):新加坡理工学院
你最后吃的一样东西是什么:pastry puff
现在天气如何：dark
戴隐形眼镜吗：有
上一次生日蛋糕上蜡烛的数目:19
你通常吹熄这些蜡烛的日期：4.2, 7.2
你家养过什么:fishes
星座: 水瓶座
眼珠颜色: 褐色
耳朵有几个洞:2 on both ears
有刺青吗:没有
喜欢你目前的生活吗:还行
出生地:新加坡
目前居住地:新加坡
喝过酒吗:有
觉得自己花心吗：yes
曾经出过车祸吗: when i'm on the bike
暗恋过人吗：有
不敢跟人告白吗：maybe
喜欢吃啥么东西：bread
喜欢喝什么：milk, soya bean, tehsih
最喜欢的颜色: add red and white together:)
喜欢的数字：7
喜欢看哪一种的电影：fantasy
最喜欢的卡通人物或品牌：hello kitty
最怀念的日子：all my past days
最伤心的日子: 分离的日子
喜欢的花：flower that can last forever?!sakura!!
最怕遇到的人：bad tempered and unreasonable.
喜欢的运动:cycling
喜欢的冰淇淋种类：vanilla, tiramisu
最怕什么东西：can't tell
喜欢看的电视台：serial show
如果有来世，你最想当：a noble prize winner
讨厌做的事：tidy my room
讨厌别人做什么：scold foul words
擅长的事:讲大道理
上次上医院是什么时候：can't rmb
以后想做什么职业：大法官
你觉得自己十年后会在哪里：Ang mo kio
无聊的时候你大多做些什么：daydream
世上最恼人的事：被别人误解, vice versa
全世界最好的事： hope
没把握的事情态度如何：没信心，不想继续，但还是会硬着头皮做
如果有人误会你，你会:depends on who
如果有人误会你，又不听你的解释：depends on who.
有想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗：诅咒他
你认为你的另一半帮你付钱是理所当然的吗. yes
你猜谁会最先回这封信：闲着的
你寄这封邮件，谁最不可能回覆：没有检查信箱的人
现在心里最想念的人是谁: 家人，好朋友
要几岁结婚：暂时没有对象
依你心里觉得重要度先后排列：不知道, diff times, diff needs
今天心情好吗： 还好
有想过要自杀吗：no,still hopeful abt life
希望谁回信：friends
现在几点了： 11.20pm
你的全名: 柯惠敏
你现在正在听谁的歌：crystal kay
你在哪里读书(工作):新加坡理工学院
你最后吃的一样东西是什么:pastry puff
现在天气如何：dark
戴隐形眼镜吗：有
上一次生日蛋糕上蜡烛的数目:19
你通常吹熄这些蜡烛的日期：4.2, 7.2
你家养过什么:fishes
星座: 水瓶座
眼珠颜色: 褐色
耳朵有几个洞:2 on both ears
有刺青吗:没有
喜欢你目前的生活吗:还行
出生地:新加坡
目前居住地:新加坡
喝过酒吗:有
觉得自己花心吗：yes
曾经出过车祸吗: when i'm on the bike
暗恋过人吗：有
不敢跟人告白吗：maybe
喜欢吃啥么东西：bread
喜欢喝什么：milk, soya bean, tehsih
最喜欢的颜色: add red and white together:)
喜欢的数字：7
喜欢看哪一种的电影：fantasy
最喜欢的卡通人物或品牌：hello kitty
最怀念的日子：all my past days
最伤心的日子: 分离的日子
喜欢的花：flower that can last forever?!sakura!!
最怕遇到的人：bad tempered and unreasonable.
喜欢的运动:cycling
喜欢的冰淇淋种类：vanilla, tiramisu
最怕什么东西：can't tell
喜欢看的电视台：serial show
如果有来世，你最想当：a noble prize winner
讨厌做的事：tidy my room
讨厌别人做什么：scold foul words
擅长的事:讲大道理
上次上医院是什么时候：can't rmb
以后想做什么职业：大法官
你觉得自己十年后会在哪里：Ang mo kio
无聊的时候你大多做些什么：daydream
世上最恼人的事：被别人误解, vice versa
全世界最好的事： hope
没把握的事情态度如何：没信心，不想继续，但还是会硬着头皮做
如果有人误会你，你会:depends on who
如果有人误会你，又不听你的解释：depends on who.
有想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗：诅咒他
你认为你的另一半帮你付钱是理所当然的吗. yes
你猜谁会最先回这封信：闲着的
你寄这封邮件，谁最不可能回覆：没有检查信箱的人
现在心里最想念的人是谁: 家人，好朋友
要几岁结婚：暂时没有对象
依你心里觉得重要度先后排列：不知道, diff times, diff needs
今天心情好吗： 还好
有想过要自杀吗：no,still hopeful abt life
希望谁回信：friends
现在几点了： 11.20pm
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