its been a long time..

5 days seemed like a really long time,
cos its so hard to endure.
it seemed like such a short time,
cos we still hav to hog the com aft cls everyday to finish our report.

glad its all over, temp.:)
two more ppts to go and an important test, then i will be on my way to graduation.

was eating lunch with one of my fyp mate aft submitting the report,
we were like thinking back abt some gd and bad times in sch- there was a tinge of sadness in her tone.
i guess thats not jus all that we will miss when we graduate...
wishin everyone success in the test that determines our graduation.
somehow i hav a feeling we will all leave the sch tgt, cos we can't do without each other.

a big thank you to my generous friends! one who invited a whole gang of us to eat new year lunch, *starts to stuff myself with dumplings* and the other who tht i was there to send an email but i sat behind his laptop for more than 2 hrs and having made him walk me home. ^^

HAPPY CNY!

may everyone has a great year in the year of the ox.

my new year wishes are as follows:

peace, health, prosperity and happiness to everyone.
graduate with flying colours!
find a job and still able to cont'd to go co n calli:)

See u again?!

New year's coming!

like in 2 day's time.
but so many of us are still bugged down by our umpteen assignments.
was planning to go back to chinatown, but looks i don't hav the time till aft new year.

what does going to be 20 mean to me?
it means preparing for adulthood and maturing...
so i shall keep my new year resolutions simple this year, no more fancy and impractical goals.

to be more patient with the ppl arnd me.
spend more time with my family and treasure them.
stop taking pocket money and learn to depend on myself.


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this is to respond to deir's blog post.
(lazy to tag)
we were taking train, lilin and hj was gg back to m'sia so i took the jurong east train with them. they left at kranji but we had a pretty much talk while waiting for her friends.
we were saying what we will do on the last day of sch.
hj say she will most prob cry, then i say i will be infected too.
so lilin say we will cry tgt. lol.
so we were thinking who will be the most unexpected person to cry.
the girls are out of the picture exp chanel, cos hj says she doesn't cry even when she watch her shows. if the boys cry most prob they are jus sad to leave their gay partners or they are upset abt gg to army more than leaving the class.

no more see u tmr in a mths time unless we are colleagues.
but its truly my fortune to hav met u ppl.
i hav grown changed and learned.
like all the cliches in the serial shows i enjoy,
if i hav another chance in my recarnation, i want to be ur classmate again. :)
my only regret is the xmas cls bbq =X
no see u tmr but we can see u again.

my LG KF350!

got my new phone, and my second phone:)
refer to 9 dec post.
got the new phone on 18 jan, an early bday gift from my bro.
i wanted the pink one. he knew, but got me the white one cos the white one is nicer in his opinion and he thinks white rep purity.
lol, but white phones are so common?!
nonetheless, it was still a dream come true, cos i wasn't even saving for it in the first place.:)

thanks gou for the gift and i enjoyed using it!

smt else to look forward to with the new phone.
this year's new year shopping was such a fluster.

not again?!

caught the flu bug
and the virus bug.

sniffing
and scatching my legs.

i hate bacteria.

will be back soon:)
resting in progress.

Windmills.

was a chinatown a few weeks back, on the 26th of dec.
how it was prospering with life.
the crowd is smt u will awe at on a weekday.
the windmills are one of the novelties of this year's new year,
believed to be able to turn ppl's bad luck into good luck.
i always liked windmills, don't u?
jus cos it keeps turning and turning...

anyways, wondering how me and my clsmates are gg to celebrate cny with so many things on hand. hmm, how come i don't see my friends in the other courses struggling like us? the cons are we don't even hav time to shop for new year clothes. not like i like shopping but it jus seems like smt is lacking if u don't shop for the new year.maybe its an excuse to want a break. we are runnign a marathon. the ending point is the last day of school.
how i wish i hav time to see the windmill turn round and round.:)
is that selfish of me?

~ling recover soon and watch windmills with me:)
~hope the windmill cheers u up!

u hav forgotten our promise, pls rmb to fulfill it.

a quarter sis.

i always wanted a younger sis
and my co friend who is 2 years younger wanted an elder sis cos she only has a sister 4 years younger and an older brother the same age as me.
we decided to xiang ren and we became half a sis to each other.
the other half is as a friend.
her younger sis, who was also my co mate divided the "portions"
and told me "then u are my one quarter sis."
if there's such a thing in the world. :D

i realised i like her more than i used to,
not cos she's my half a sis but cos of her personality.
she's the kind of girl who had the loudest and the craziest kind of laughter.
everyone thinks a girl should behave in a prim and proper way...
i fail to agree, i think there's no problem with her laughing so jovially spreading the laughter and that's the kind of cheerful character u see in no other.

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another lesson from mr sim.
he says we shld not say we want to try to do things.
cos try is a word that gives urself an excuse not to do well.
u mus say u want to do things.
he likes to talk abt da dao li more than i do.
concede defeat to him.

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finally, the much awaited finale of little nyonya.
lessons learnt?
to preserve ur our history and bury the hatchet.
still hav that very sadistic epi in my mind, if u know what i am talking abt.
wished i watched that epi of the culinary and embroidery competiton.
nice ending? i tht it was creative of the editor to twist the story like that though it might not hav satisfied all the viewers craving for the perfect happy ending.
waiting for the viewers review on the news tmr.
well, its all over, or is there a continuation.
sheryl, mus learn how to cook dishes and sew!!

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ppl of all religions,
pls pray for my friend who contracted dengue during new year celebrations.
wishing her a swift recovery.
ling, be brave k!

鸿

渴望进入他们的世界，
遗憾的是没有进入他们的世界。

我们不是属于不同世界的人，
只是缘分没安排我们进入彼此的世界。

不是闯心者而是路人甲。
一个飘浮不定的影子，没有固定的归宿，
在汪洋寻找能停泊的海港。

早知会孤独，为何当出大费周章去寻找。
只怪我性格太孤僻，
无法融入他人的生活。

但如果时间能倒流，
我还会选择如此。
因为自由价最高。

宁愿学会孤立也不选择依赖。

first post of 2009!!

hey everyone, happy new year!!
hope ur had a great countdown ytd or this morning.
lol, i was so close to achieving the first things i wanted to do this at the first second of 2009. wells i was prepared to go to slp but was jus glued to the television.

how i spend my last day of 2008?
i unraveled the mystery of my home.
5 years without visitors and then invited my friends from pasir ris and boon lay to stare at the data analysis program the whole aftnoon before bringing them arnd amk for tea break or early dinner.

she said, isn't it much better to go out and spend time with ur friends and walk arnd than staying home staring at the screen all by yourself?

will think twice to agree, thats y i didn't give her an ans ytd.:)
happy new year!!!!!