ha...
aft such a long while,
i lost count of how long i haven't beeen on line...
prob a whole week?!
was like super busy- reaching home arnd 12 everynight and waking up arnd 6 every morn and gg to sch during hols frm mon to sat.
i'm seriously not complaining and not whining,
but was wondering how i got so busy.
i enjoy busi-ness but its time to slack ( aft i finish my fyp intro)
i wrote my msges for ur on a letter and gave it to ur b4 ur depart to make u ppl think of me on ur journey to india.
was sad not because i can't go but cos i can't go with u all :)
i can't believe i broke into tears in front of so many of ur friends and family, but i really can't help it when it comes to emotions...
come to think of this, its like the first time i cried in front of my poly mates...
they were saying i'll be the first to break down during graduation. lol><
was the first time i hav seen so many parents all at one go,
and i pretended that i knew them really well..
haha, trying to wave, say hello as if i was really popular.
but was most surpirised to see jian xiong's family members,
cos they seemed so different frm him and what i hav imagined!
did u know that?
my letters are acty more valuable than money.
thank you ed, for telling me money can't buy r'ships and true feelings! ^^
(it acty took me from dhoby to newton to understand that)
hope ur see chang er on ur flight to india!!
pls tell me how she looks like then:)
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was the first time i went to a fencing competition.
was there to support deirdre but i was like her manager,
following her arnd, taking care of her ketupat bag.
was honoured to be her girlfriend, and i really mean girlfriend!
haha, don't be terrified, deir!
the closest thing i could link fencing with my life was playing chess.
and her coach acty agrees- its a physical chess game.
its all abt attack and defence, agility, time and speed.
what struck me most was seeing friends compete in a match,
was i lucky to see that scene.
conclusion was- there are friends in a competition
if u know how to balance ur own emotions and ur own will to win..
but i realised i was not someone suited for competitive hobbies.
was like really stressed for deirdre too while i watched.
don't wry abt me getting bored, deir!
i was not bored to death at the sports hall, cos i was exploring da dao li and stoning while u played!:)
