happy october, everyones!
i shall cont'd my story on this PH.
don't think i was nvr hurt in a friendship, i was.
Aquarius/pisces:
she was the friend who understands me really deep down.
i can jus stand in front of her and the next qn she pops me is what i am thinking abt. amazing, right?!^^
till now i still hav the impression that no one can understand me more than she did.
pity she immigrated to canada when we were in p5.
but the impact she left me lasted now, though it is slowly diminishing...
i'm glad she came into my life.
she taught me what it means to be important in her life, and i learnt how to face betrayal and misunderstanding.
if we had more time, i wished we can go back to be as close as we were in the past.
but what more can i ask for, we alr cleared the black clouds blocking us.
mb that was to prepare me to be independent of her...
i tried to stay in contact with her, and now i jus compromise with a xmas card for her every year.
hopefully she can come back to visit her friends here, u know what, she's not a singaporean.
thanks for letting me know what a friend can mean to me in my life,
i'll treasure my friends like how i shld hav treasured u:)
Leo:
leo girls are scary, don't u think so?
how does it feel like to be close to this person this very min and the next thing u know, she's not talking to u anymore, and not giving u a reason as to why she is avoiding u?
it HURTS, u know...
u scarred my childhood.
for i nvr knew friendhships nvr heals; i still rmb till this very day.
i can nvr face u up to this day.
i wonder y...its not like i hav done u wrong.
i really want to know why u avoided me then, even though it didn't mattered now.
Aries:
thank you for coming into my life, my upper pri life wont't be complete without u.
thanks for being there for me always, esp when she left.
though we are not really close, i realised we are friends forever, definitely.
u gave me hope when i tht the whole world was collapsing on me. ^-^
ur support has brought me this far.
Cancer:
u are the best neighbour i had, then till now.
thank u for being so mature, coming to my rescue when i least realise i need to seek help and giving me solutions to the problems i tht i could nvr solve.
i could nvr thank u enough for the values u hav taught me- how to face my problems with a brave and open heart. C=
