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something nice i got from msn.
time to post new year resolutions, everyone?
may everything runs smoothly in the year of 2009.
hav fun squeezing thru the crowd and watching the fireworks for those who are gg for the countdown!
i prefer to watch the clock tick to 0000 tonight on my bed and shout to myself, "time to sleep!"
this is not no life, but enjoy life:)
every new year is a new beginning, but end the last day of 2008 well!
see u ppl in the year 2009!!
peace to the world!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
open door concept.
anyone who sleeps in their room at night without shutting the door at home?
in my hse everyone does it.
when i was younger i used to think why there are doors to rooms.
cos in my family no one ever closes the door.
once my bro closed his door, we tht he was sniffing glue inside cos there was a stench when he opened it.
guess what he was doing? dancing on the para para on playstaion.
that was a long time ago.XD
i shut the door when i practise my instru or change nowadays.
to me it is smt insignificant.
hadn't realise how it affects a family's life till a mother told me how her daughter shuts herself in her room.
the door is a barrier,
if u always keep the doors closed at home if its not for the air con then it shows that u are separated from the family.
the door, blocks family members from getting closer to u.
a door, a barrier, a family "traditon".
its gd to hav a open door concept.:)
in my hse everyone does it.
when i was younger i used to think why there are doors to rooms.
cos in my family no one ever closes the door.
once my bro closed his door, we tht he was sniffing glue inside cos there was a stench when he opened it.
guess what he was doing? dancing on the para para on playstaion.
that was a long time ago.XD
i shut the door when i practise my instru or change nowadays.
to me it is smt insignificant.
hadn't realise how it affects a family's life till a mother told me how her daughter shuts herself in her room.
the door is a barrier,
if u always keep the doors closed at home if its not for the air con then it shows that u are separated from the family.
the door, blocks family members from getting closer to u.
a door, a barrier, a family "traditon".
its gd to hav a open door concept.:)
greed.
the problem with me was i was too greedy for love and affections.
thats why so badly hurt.
too greedy to hav many friends yet i realised in the end maybe there was none i could keep forever.
i guess more than one ppl went thru the same process as me- why is there no one u can turn to when u need someone?
smt its not that they are unwilling to listen but its myself who is unwilling to share.
received my cards and greetings this xmas.
tht my greetings get lesser each year.
used to need a big bag to contain them but now i can jus stuff all in a slightly bigger envelope.
blames myself for not being rmbered.
when ppl say they are missing out in my life,
i think to myself: i hav been missing out in ur life too><
when ppl tell me to remind them if they fade away from my life one day,
i think to myself :why don't u remind me not to fade away from ur life.
as i witness the changes and the increase in distance btwn ppl every year
i wonder to myself why am i so helpless in handling the situation and reducing the gap.
a selfish thing to ponder: why am i affected when its none of my problems.
but truth is ppl's emotions affects the ppl arnd them.
i'm sry if i break down one of this days, its so not me to be emo, but i guess i shld talk it out this year and start next year right. hopefully its jus pms.
i'll disappear from from ur world, cos i'm jus not worthy of it.
thats why so badly hurt.
too greedy to hav many friends yet i realised in the end maybe there was none i could keep forever.
i guess more than one ppl went thru the same process as me- why is there no one u can turn to when u need someone?
smt its not that they are unwilling to listen but its myself who is unwilling to share.
received my cards and greetings this xmas.
tht my greetings get lesser each year.
used to need a big bag to contain them but now i can jus stuff all in a slightly bigger envelope.
blames myself for not being rmbered.
when ppl say they are missing out in my life,
i think to myself: i hav been missing out in ur life too><
when ppl tell me to remind them if they fade away from my life one day,
i think to myself :why don't u remind me not to fade away from ur life.
as i witness the changes and the increase in distance btwn ppl every year
i wonder to myself why am i so helpless in handling the situation and reducing the gap.
a selfish thing to ponder: why am i affected when its none of my problems.
but truth is ppl's emotions affects the ppl arnd them.
i'm sry if i break down one of this days, its so not me to be emo, but i guess i shld talk it out this year and start next year right. hopefully its jus pms.
i'll disappear from from ur world, cos i'm jus not worthy of it.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Merry Xmas!!
its finally xmas!
before i go for a xmas break, wishing everyone out there a nice and warm xmas this year!
though the weather has not been great still hope everyone's celebrations will run smoothly.
get lots of pressies too!!
may santa fulfill ur wishes!
Love always,
Hui Min:)
Sunday, December 21, 2008
6 mths.
6 mths is a long time, for things and environment to change but 6 mths is a short time for ppl to change.
went back to my old working place on fri and realised that the place is still there and my friends hav changed! and my "favourite" colleague got married at 24 with a baby girl:)
was glad to know that they are doing well, most of them had promotions and the food menu changed, cos ppl changed it.
a lot of emotions when i was there.
was hoping they hav shared the joy with me.
was hoping i was with them alll this time.
was wondering why i quitted then.
was thinking of gg back.
was thinking of what happened if i was back.
was thinking thru what they hav told me.
was missing my supervisor.
was missing the laughter and the times with my friends.
all in all that was in the past, i shld jus live the present and ctrl my life.:)
it was part of my past, but my friends still lived in the present and i hav not regretted quitting my job.
went back to my old working place on fri and realised that the place is still there and my friends hav changed! and my "favourite" colleague got married at 24 with a baby girl:)
was glad to know that they are doing well, most of them had promotions and the food menu changed, cos ppl changed it.
a lot of emotions when i was there.
was hoping they hav shared the joy with me.
was hoping i was with them alll this time.
was wondering why i quitted then.
was thinking of gg back.
was thinking of what happened if i was back.
was thinking thru what they hav told me.
was missing my supervisor.
was missing the laughter and the times with my friends.
all in all that was in the past, i shld jus live the present and ctrl my life.:)
it was part of my past, but my friends still lived in the present and i hav not regretted quitting my job.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
那狭窄的走廊
那狭窄的廊 是学校最尴尬的地方。
为什么呢？
那走廊旁是条沟渠，
如果看到不熟或不想打招呼的朋友，
你不可能装成视而不见
也不可能转换路线。
除非你是瞎子，不然那就太明显了。
（念我这科的，怎么可能会是瞎子呢？只可能是心瞎了。。。）
虽说不因个那么在意打不打招呼这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事，
但每当独自走不上那不可能不经过的走廊时，难免会心有余悸。
避不开，躲不开，闪不开。
就是那么的尴尬，那么的无所事从。
人生有时也如此， 不是吗？
为什么呢？
那走廊旁是条沟渠，
如果看到不熟或不想打招呼的朋友，
你不可能装成视而不见
也不可能转换路线。
除非你是瞎子，不然那就太明显了。
（念我这科的，怎么可能会是瞎子呢？只可能是心瞎了。。。）
虽说不因个那么在意打不打招呼这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事，
但每当独自走不上那不可能不经过的走廊时，难免会心有余悸。
避不开，躲不开，闪不开。
就是那么的尴尬，那么的无所事从。
人生有时也如此， 不是吗？
Sunday, December 14, 2008
CO chalet.
jus came back from my co chalet,
this is the first time i didn't hav chance to take out my cam to snap pictures,
cos i was busy playing the bridge most of the time,
it shld be bridge chalet, not co chalet. lol.
nonetheless i enjoyed being served by my "juniors".
we don't address each other as juniors or seniors.
cos nth ever mattered in our co, not age not family background not where u are from.
to us, what matters the most is ur attitude; u mus love to play music and be young at heart!
thank you for giving me a place where i belong.^^
its hard to be independent despite my desire not to be dependant.
this is the first time i didn't hav chance to take out my cam to snap pictures,
cos i was busy playing the bridge most of the time,
it shld be bridge chalet, not co chalet. lol.
nonetheless i enjoyed being served by my "juniors".
we don't address each other as juniors or seniors.
cos nth ever mattered in our co, not age not family background not where u are from.
to us, what matters the most is ur attitude; u mus love to play music and be young at heart!
thank you for giving me a place where i belong.^^
its hard to be independent despite my desire not to be dependant.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
today's dream
no idea why i'm blogging abt dreams like ur but wells.
dreamt about my classmates playing tennis, i didn't know how to play so i wasn't in the picture.
players were: si hui, jonathan, eddie and i can't rmb alr.
there were 6 players.
they keep playing till i woke up.
haha, mb the dream was telling me i need some exercise. lol-.-"
dreamt about my classmates playing tennis, i didn't know how to play so i wasn't in the picture.
players were: si hui, jonathan, eddie and i can't rmb alr.
there were 6 players.
they keep playing till i woke up.
haha, mb the dream was telling me i need some exercise. lol-.-"
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Look here!!!
this is the phone that ling says she will get the white if i get the pink.
what a nice pastel colour.^^
LG KF350
past xmas memories.
yes i like to celebrate xmas,
to me its not abt christ but abt a season filled with love, joy and friendship.
i like the decor along orchard road and remembered posing beside many.
i like to receive xmas cards as a kind of warm greetings, friends don't send chinese new year cards, do we? (mb we'll do that when we are older><)
when i was in pri sch, the age when no one goes out to play aft sch, i hav no friends to celebrate xmas with me.
my family doesn't celebrate it at home too cos we aren;t christians.
so what do i do?
i'll make xmas stockings for each of my soft toys with paper, each one one with their name on it.
mine is a super big one that i'll hang on my window or beside my bed and put my wish inside the sock for the santa to fulfill.
i hav a super small xmas tree that i'll decorate and put on my bedside table.
on that day of xmas, i'll put all my soft toys on my bed and start using my hands and mingle them as if they are all playing and dancing in a xmas party.
i usually plan a programme for them and hav a letter reading session from someone somewhere afar, i claimed.
if no one's at home, i'll on the radio to my favourite fm 93.3.
thats how i spend my xmas, for a few years til i hav real ppl to go out with me on xmas two years back.
my mum tht i needed company and counselling session from a psychology.
my friends tht it was absurd to write letters to my soft toys.
but i nvr felt lonely then.
sometimes u jus need someone there,
the person don't hav to do anything, the presence is enough.
to me its not abt christ but abt a season filled with love, joy and friendship.
i like the decor along orchard road and remembered posing beside many.
i like to receive xmas cards as a kind of warm greetings, friends don't send chinese new year cards, do we? (mb we'll do that when we are older><)
when i was in pri sch, the age when no one goes out to play aft sch, i hav no friends to celebrate xmas with me.
my family doesn't celebrate it at home too cos we aren;t christians.
so what do i do?
i'll make xmas stockings for each of my soft toys with paper, each one one with their name on it.
mine is a super big one that i'll hang on my window or beside my bed and put my wish inside the sock for the santa to fulfill.
i hav a super small xmas tree that i'll decorate and put on my bedside table.
on that day of xmas, i'll put all my soft toys on my bed and start using my hands and mingle them as if they are all playing and dancing in a xmas party.
i usually plan a programme for them and hav a letter reading session from someone somewhere afar, i claimed.
if no one's at home, i'll on the radio to my favourite fm 93.3.
thats how i spend my xmas, for a few years til i hav real ppl to go out with me on xmas two years back.
my mum tht i needed company and counselling session from a psychology.
my friends tht it was absurd to write letters to my soft toys.
but i nvr felt lonely then.
sometimes u jus need someone there,
the person don't hav to do anything, the presence is enough.
Monday, December 8, 2008
My dream.
everyone's analysing their dreams these days...
mine, i don't think there's a need to analyse, cos basically its the same, its always abt my classmates and my teachers doing smt in sch.
i remembered ytd's!
cos it was raining and i acty slept till 10 plus (like once in a blue moon) so i had time to dream:)
we were in two rooms and one room was full of my classmates and the other was full of the other class's ppl.
the room was like a showcase, well furnished with the sofas, coffee table and such...
we were jus carrying our bags and sitting into the room.
then our teacher announced that there will be many overseas students coming to visit.
there was no toilet in that showcase,so i walked out of the room to some other toilet in another showcase...
then i woke up in the morning thinking i need the toilet.
thats the kind of dreams i usually get, ppl i know in a weird scene. XD
and today at amk hub 2nd storey, i did smt "fantastic" but i nvr want to do it again...
i went into the gents uunknowingly.
did some big business inside thinking why there was a male's voice outside and why the toilet was so empty even though its so crowded outside.
there are like four cubicles in the gents.
i know u ppl mus hav had a lot of questions.
firstly, i didn't notice the urinal bowls in the toilet when i first walked in,
secondly there was nobody in the toilet when i entered
i only realised i stepped into the wrng toilet only when i stepped out of the cubicle and saw a male using the urinal.
fortunately he was facing the wall and no one saw me coming out of the toilet.
when i this i was stunned. quickly, i walked into the ladies and washed my hands.
i admit i hav the habit of gg to the males,
but this is the first time i seriously walked in.
usually my friend behind me will tugged me into the right one or i'll follow them towards the right one, but i wasn't with anyone at the point of entering the toilet
today :(
some history...used to go into the gents when i was in sec sch. my sch was holded in a old sch and we simply stick a female sign outside the males toilet and it became a female toilet! i don't rmb any urinals in that one though.
guess i'll jus hav to be more careful?
but the gents was definitely much more pleasant than the ladies! =X
mine, i don't think there's a need to analyse, cos basically its the same, its always abt my classmates and my teachers doing smt in sch.
i remembered ytd's!
cos it was raining and i acty slept till 10 plus (like once in a blue moon) so i had time to dream:)
we were in two rooms and one room was full of my classmates and the other was full of the other class's ppl.
the room was like a showcase, well furnished with the sofas, coffee table and such...
we were jus carrying our bags and sitting into the room.
then our teacher announced that there will be many overseas students coming to visit.
there was no toilet in that showcase,so i walked out of the room to some other toilet in another showcase...
then i woke up in the morning thinking i need the toilet.
thats the kind of dreams i usually get, ppl i know in a weird scene. XD
and today at amk hub 2nd storey, i did smt "fantastic" but i nvr want to do it again...
i went into the gents uunknowingly.
did some big business inside thinking why there was a male's voice outside and why the toilet was so empty even though its so crowded outside.
there are like four cubicles in the gents.
i know u ppl mus hav had a lot of questions.
firstly, i didn't notice the urinal bowls in the toilet when i first walked in,
secondly there was nobody in the toilet when i entered
i only realised i stepped into the wrng toilet only when i stepped out of the cubicle and saw a male using the urinal.
fortunately he was facing the wall and no one saw me coming out of the toilet.
when i this i was stunned. quickly, i walked into the ladies and washed my hands.
i admit i hav the habit of gg to the males,
but this is the first time i seriously walked in.
usually my friend behind me will tugged me into the right one or i'll follow them towards the right one, but i wasn't with anyone at the point of entering the toilet
today :(
some history...used to go into the gents when i was in sec sch. my sch was holded in a old sch and we simply stick a female sign outside the males toilet and it became a female toilet! i don't rmb any urinals in that one though.
guess i'll jus hav to be more careful?
but the gents was definitely much more pleasant than the ladies! =X
Friday, December 5, 2008
今年圣诞的故事.
有一对互相爱慕的男女。。。
他们不知到彼此对自己的感觉。
相隔了六年，他们在圣诞聚会相聚。
来聚会的每个人都得带一份礼物在派队上交换。
在聚会上，大家都有说有笑，玩得不亦乐乎。
到了交换礼物的时间，大家围成一个圈子。
女孩就站在男孩对面，希望能得到男孩手中的礼物。
交换礼物的形势是每份礼物都附上一个编号，然后大家抽签决定谁拿那个编号。
结果女生没有抽到男生的那份礼物，
当大家都扯开礼物时，男生买的那份礼物是女生最想要的---一本日记簿。
这是否代表男生和女生无缘呢？
他们不知到彼此对自己的感觉。
相隔了六年，他们在圣诞聚会相聚。
来聚会的每个人都得带一份礼物在派队上交换。
在聚会上，大家都有说有笑，玩得不亦乐乎。
到了交换礼物的时间，大家围成一个圈子。
女孩就站在男孩对面，希望能得到男孩手中的礼物。
交换礼物的形势是每份礼物都附上一个编号，然后大家抽签决定谁拿那个编号。
结果女生没有抽到男生的那份礼物，
当大家都扯开礼物时，男生买的那份礼物是女生最想要的---一本日记簿。
这是否代表男生和女生无缘呢？
Thursday, December 4, 2008
my whereabouts.
a week since i hav been online,
so the last time i blogged was abt a week ago. :)
did ur missed me?
i'm sure u do, thats y u are reading this.
well, time to update everyone, aft such a long time!
had really bad diahorrea last thurs. so bad that i hav to go home b4 sch ends...
had dizzy spells that persisted for like 2 days.
my weekends was like a torture, i tht life was gg to be taken away from me >,<
glad it didn't and sad it didnt.
went to the doc twice over 3 days and finally they decided to refer me to ttsh neurology... think i went bonkers with stress. lol XD
and was busy with my mid term test from mon till today.
went out aft sch to do xmas shopping!!
yes, i'm proud to announce i hav done my share.
runner up aft huizz!!
*round of applause*
aft walking from like 1 to 9...
super tired, and haunted by winnie the pooh, if u go taka u'll know why. :(
and hols started the time i left sch!!!
but look at this:
First Draft Report to supervisor All Students 12th January 2009
Submit project report All Students 30th January 2009
Project presentation All Students 1st Exam Week (16th or/and 17th of Feb)
class mates, grp mates, project mates, we still hav two laps to go!!!!
so the last time i blogged was abt a week ago. :)
did ur missed me?
i'm sure u do, thats y u are reading this.
well, time to update everyone, aft such a long time!
had really bad diahorrea last thurs. so bad that i hav to go home b4 sch ends...
had dizzy spells that persisted for like 2 days.
my weekends was like a torture, i tht life was gg to be taken away from me >,<
glad it didn't and sad it didnt.
went to the doc twice over 3 days and finally they decided to refer me to ttsh neurology... think i went bonkers with stress. lol XD
and was busy with my mid term test from mon till today.
went out aft sch to do xmas shopping!!
yes, i'm proud to announce i hav done my share.
runner up aft huizz!!
*round of applause*
aft walking from like 1 to 9...
super tired, and haunted by winnie the pooh, if u go taka u'll know why. :(
and hols started the time i left sch!!!
but look at this:
First Draft Report to supervisor All Students 12th January 2009
Submit project report All Students 30th January 2009
Project presentation All Students 1st Exam Week (16th or/and 17th of Feb)
class mates, grp mates, project mates, we still hav two laps to go!!!!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Look at the time :( :)
woke up early, 2am to do ms lek's ppt.
i finally hav a clue!!! on what i am doing
lol.:)
now its 5.42 on the clock, less than 1 hr to the time i was supposed to wake up for class...
means i'm not gg to hav any sleep exp from last night, which i accidentally went to bed at 9.
9 to 2, at least i slept for 5 hrs?!
do u guys do this?
waiting for the hangover of a "sleepless" night,
it'll drown me of my sorrows cos i hav no residual energy to wry abt anything else.
wish me loads on luck to conc my leftover resources on my activities later^^
indeed sry is smt polite yet hurts.
thats the last thing anyone wants to hear?
u can't be angry cos the person is polite yet, it hurts.
i finally hav a clue!!! on what i am doing
lol.:)
now its 5.42 on the clock, less than 1 hr to the time i was supposed to wake up for class...
means i'm not gg to hav any sleep exp from last night, which i accidentally went to bed at 9.
9 to 2, at least i slept for 5 hrs?!
do u guys do this?
waiting for the hangover of a "sleepless" night,
it'll drown me of my sorrows cos i hav no residual energy to wry abt anything else.
wish me loads on luck to conc my leftover resources on my activities later^^
indeed sry is smt polite yet hurts.
thats the last thing anyone wants to hear?
u can't be angry cos the person is polite yet, it hurts.
要如何衡量呢？
对感情总是束手无策。
不因为没经过，而因为感情上的事没有对错，没有空平不空平。
感情本来就无法精确衡量。
不去要求别人做选择，
人都有七情六欲。
己所不欲又为何施于别人呢？
最后选择放弃，不是因为不值得，
而是自己不喜欢纠缠。
放弃对大家都好。
我没那么伟大，刻意去成全别人，
是自私的我想先得到解脱。
不因为没经过，而因为感情上的事没有对错，没有空平不空平。
感情本来就无法精确衡量。
不去要求别人做选择，
人都有七情六欲。
己所不欲又为何施于别人呢？
最后选择放弃，不是因为不值得，
而是自己不喜欢纠缠。
放弃对大家都好。
我没那么伟大，刻意去成全别人，
是自私的我想先得到解脱。
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Outing.
finally the first officiai cls outing in this year...
we went to the zoo.
it was a beautiful sunday morning, sunny and perfect for a family outing.
so we hang out with our lecturers, ms lek, ms tan, niece + husband, mr konda and family, mr sim and parents...
how can the whole grp walked arnd tgt in the crowded zoo like today?
so we split ways and walk in our cliques.
do u call that bonding as a gathering, well one thing for sure is that we entered the zoo tgt:) lol.
anyway aft being so longwinded, pt is we went to the zoo and everyone jus did what they like without much time spent as a class tgt...only hi n bye when we walked past each other.
i do agree it was fun to be outdoors under the scorching sun aft being indoors most of the time in sch. i did enjoyed the sweat and bath at lilin's hse and had fun reminiscing my time in the zoo as a kid.
there are features that they upgraded like the kidzworld, but the objective of the zoo nvr changes- its abt animals! ^^ somehow the animals, esp the giraffe and the zebra look much prettier than i rmbered! and the kidz playground became like a great pool instead of the past normal playground with sand.
such fond memories of the zoo since childhood...
i think i was pri 3 back then.
so tired nowadays, its not that i;m getting old, its jus that i'm getting drained.
i can't feel my soul, i'm jus an empty body walking arnd lifelessly.
we went to the zoo.
it was a beautiful sunday morning, sunny and perfect for a family outing.
so we hang out with our lecturers, ms lek, ms tan, niece + husband, mr konda and family, mr sim and parents...
how can the whole grp walked arnd tgt in the crowded zoo like today?
so we split ways and walk in our cliques.
do u call that bonding as a gathering, well one thing for sure is that we entered the zoo tgt:) lol.
anyway aft being so longwinded, pt is we went to the zoo and everyone jus did what they like without much time spent as a class tgt...only hi n bye when we walked past each other.
i do agree it was fun to be outdoors under the scorching sun aft being indoors most of the time in sch. i did enjoyed the sweat and bath at lilin's hse and had fun reminiscing my time in the zoo as a kid.
there are features that they upgraded like the kidzworld, but the objective of the zoo nvr changes- its abt animals! ^^ somehow the animals, esp the giraffe and the zebra look much prettier than i rmbered! and the kidz playground became like a great pool instead of the past normal playground with sand.
such fond memories of the zoo since childhood...
i think i was pri 3 back then.
so tired nowadays, its not that i;m getting old, its jus that i'm getting drained.
i can't feel my soul, i'm jus an empty body walking arnd lifelessly.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
class tee!
was really touched when i saw everyone in cls wearing the cls tee...
well, its been quite some time since we wore a class tee, ever since year 1.
really laughed quite a lot during today's attendance taking when my teacher called our reg no instead of our names, cos the cls jersey has our index no at the back.
then everyone turned to show the teacher the no to prove.
no matter what, i thank everyone, for u are part of the class that i love.:)
and i thank ms dawn for giving us so many ideas.
i think the class will like her more each day.
i like u ms tan!
well, its been quite some time since we wore a class tee, ever since year 1.
really laughed quite a lot during today's attendance taking when my teacher called our reg no instead of our names, cos the cls jersey has our index no at the back.
then everyone turned to show the teacher the no to prove.
no matter what, i thank everyone, for u are part of the class that i love.:)
and i thank ms dawn for giving us so many ideas.
i think the class will like her more each day.
i like u ms tan!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
commentary.
from monday's my paper which i can't agree more abt the white tiger incident:
an animal is an animal, aggravate it and it will do exactly what it does every time.
yes our zoo could do more to enhance the security of its enclosures.
not to keep the animals out but, ironically, to keep the humans out.
it is quite illogical that it has to come to this.
but this is necessary because of one thing that will nvr change.
the nature of the beast may be explainable, but the nature of man is something we can nvr understand.
an animal is an animal, aggravate it and it will do exactly what it does every time.
yes our zoo could do more to enhance the security of its enclosures.
not to keep the animals out but, ironically, to keep the humans out.
it is quite illogical that it has to come to this.
but this is necessary because of one thing that will nvr change.
the nature of the beast may be explainable, but the nature of man is something we can nvr understand.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
racing with time.
or am i??
racing to do so many things before term ends, thats explains why i haven't been blogging too...
not that i hav nth to blog but cos i have no time to type and recollect my thts.
thats sounds sad, for someone who enjoys day dreaming so much.
its like somebody shouting in my ear and telling me to wake up this instance.
its the feeling when ms tan looks at me with her big palpebral aperture.
smt it feels like everything is collapsing even though there's no earthquake in any part of the world right now.
really trying to destress admist all this.
i won't hav time to destress unless i learn how to manage my time.
or shld i ask for a break?
follow me: breathe in and breathe out:)
racing to do so many things before term ends, thats explains why i haven't been blogging too...
not that i hav nth to blog but cos i have no time to type and recollect my thts.
thats sounds sad, for someone who enjoys day dreaming so much.
its like somebody shouting in my ear and telling me to wake up this instance.
its the feeling when ms tan looks at me with her big palpebral aperture.
smt it feels like everything is collapsing even though there's no earthquake in any part of the world right now.
really trying to destress admist all this.
i won't hav time to destress unless i learn how to manage my time.
or shld i ask for a break?
follow me: breathe in and breathe out:)
Friday, November 14, 2008
whats the diagnosis?
finally hav time to see the doc cos there's no sch today!
one of the rare days.:)
anyways, aft i spoke to the doc abt my diarrhoea which persisted again,
i told him abt the bruises that doesn;t seem to go away aft weeks.
he probed abt more questions related to the blood but in the end still unable to tell me the diagnosis,
he only told me " if u hav more bruises then pls do come back and inform me."
ther's a feeling that the bruises might be a sign of an underlying systemic problem that i am not aware of...
one of the rare days.:)
anyways, aft i spoke to the doc abt my diarrhoea which persisted again,
i told him abt the bruises that doesn;t seem to go away aft weeks.
he probed abt more questions related to the blood but in the end still unable to tell me the diagnosis,
he only told me " if u hav more bruises then pls do come back and inform me."
ther's a feeling that the bruises might be a sign of an underlying systemic problem that i am not aware of...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
she lived on.
i watch the tuesday reports every tuesday night.
today's story was abt a woman who was disfigured when she was attacked by an assasin.
unfortunately for her, the assasin was so violent that her hair was pulled out, her lips couldn't even move, her nose bridge broke etc...
when the docs were resucitating her, they told her family that she only had a 30% chance to live.
but she survived the ordeal.
when the nurse unbandaged her, she couldn't believe what she saw in the mirror.
she was really horrified at her looks.
at first she didn't dare to walk out of her hse.
she was so depressed with her looks that she attempted suicide.
finally, she tht thru and slowly begin to accept herself.
she started off small, like going to the market with "such looks" and pretended to be oblivious to the curious stares arnd her.
now she dares to walk down orchard by herself, exercises, dances and gives inspirational talks to the audience in her church on stage .
she recalled on one of her talks, a 20 year old approached her and told her that she herself has commited suicide for 5 times; she thinks the first person to commit suicide shld be her, yet she still lives on strongly.
at the end of the show, there was a caption:
she said if she was able to repeat all over again, she will still prefer her present life. because that incident which caused her so much pain physically and emotionally taught her the purpose and meaning of life.
this story does not only speaks of her strong will to live but also tells us that looks does not give u the self confidence. true self confidence comes from ur inner self, not on ur looks; jus like happiness will not last if it came from external sources.
today's story was abt a woman who was disfigured when she was attacked by an assasin.
unfortunately for her, the assasin was so violent that her hair was pulled out, her lips couldn't even move, her nose bridge broke etc...
when the docs were resucitating her, they told her family that she only had a 30% chance to live.
but she survived the ordeal.
when the nurse unbandaged her, she couldn't believe what she saw in the mirror.
she was really horrified at her looks.
at first she didn't dare to walk out of her hse.
she was so depressed with her looks that she attempted suicide.
finally, she tht thru and slowly begin to accept herself.
she started off small, like going to the market with "such looks" and pretended to be oblivious to the curious stares arnd her.
now she dares to walk down orchard by herself, exercises, dances and gives inspirational talks to the audience in her church on stage .
she recalled on one of her talks, a 20 year old approached her and told her that she herself has commited suicide for 5 times; she thinks the first person to commit suicide shld be her, yet she still lives on strongly.
at the end of the show, there was a caption:
she said if she was able to repeat all over again, she will still prefer her present life. because that incident which caused her so much pain physically and emotionally taught her the purpose and meaning of life.
this story does not only speaks of her strong will to live but also tells us that looks does not give u the self confidence. true self confidence comes from ur inner self, not on ur looks; jus like happiness will not last if it came from external sources.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
the tutoring session.
had tuitioning from mr sim.
he talked abt the different aspects of life.
he reiterated the point on my previous blog post.
no one could hav done a better job than him.
what we all took back will impact on our life greatly.
that day when we share cab with him, he got on the cab and asked the driver:
"how are u today".
u shld hav seen our faces. lol.
what i admire abt him most, is the way he interacts with others and the way he gives everyone attention without anyone feeling left out.
and we slowly got used to him 'twitching' his eyes:)
he talked abt the different aspects of life.
he reiterated the point on my previous blog post.
no one could hav done a better job than him.
what we all took back will impact on our life greatly.
that day when we share cab with him, he got on the cab and asked the driver:
"how are u today".
u shld hav seen our faces. lol.
what i admire abt him most, is the way he interacts with others and the way he gives everyone attention without anyone feeling left out.
and we slowly got used to him 'twitching' his eyes:)
Sunday, November 9, 2008
happiness.
being happy does not mean happy things happen to u;
being happy means feeling contented abt the things in ur life.
~don't ask for more in life, u will nvr be happy. treasure what what u hav instead. :)
being happy means feeling contented abt the things in ur life.
~don't ask for more in life, u will nvr be happy. treasure what what u hav instead. :)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Diarrhoea
tht i didn't hav time to go to the doc,
so i sat on the toilet seat, thinking hard when it started...
i didn't realise it has been 6 days ><
i hate diarrhoea cos it stinks and i can't eat well!!!
ok, get well soon, hui min!(:
do u know of teck aun chi kit pills??
so i sat on the toilet seat, thinking hard when it started...
i didn't realise it has been 6 days ><
i hate diarrhoea cos it stinks and i can't eat well!!!
ok, get well soon, hui min!(:
do u know of teck aun chi kit pills??
Sunday, November 2, 2008
RGP wearer.
i started wearing rgp lenses.
As most ppl in my course know, rgp lenses is the most uncomfortable thing u shld insert onto ur eye.
it'll be two weeks, if i wear my lenses tmr!
but i seriously do need an aftercare, its still uncomfortable aft adaptation.
how?
mb my tears are really viscous.
one of the side effects of rgp.
i tried my best alr.
As most ppl in my course know, rgp lenses is the most uncomfortable thing u shld insert onto ur eye.
it'll be two weeks, if i wear my lenses tmr!
but i seriously do need an aftercare, its still uncomfortable aft adaptation.
how?
mb my tears are really viscous.
one of the side effects of rgp.
i tried my best alr.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
cont'd from my barrier post.
Sometimes we put up walls. Not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
but qn is will u let ur barrier be broken down if someone really cares to break it down.
mb that someone who cares is someone who u care for too, but what if its not?
definitely ur barrier is to keep them out in this case.
is there smt as a Scar Barrier or a natural barrier?
definitions:
Scar barrier:
a barrier that is not formed from birth but by the events that hav scarred u, so as to prevent u from other scarring.
Natural barrier:
a barrier that is not formed aft events that scarred u but as ur natural way of getting along with others.
aft thinking over and over umpteen times, i hav finally came out with a conclusion.
there might b such things but i guess the simple aim of a barrier is to keep others out to protect urself.
if u truely feel mutual towards someone, i bet the wall will jus be an invisble wall that u are jus waiting for the other party to cross over.
but if that someone is not who u had really cared for, but she still cared enough to break down ur wall, then u'll get a new friend! its only a matter whether u will let her break down ur barrier.
we formed walls not jus to see who cares enough to break them down, we form walls to wait for the right person who also cared enough to break it down, keeping the wrong ones out.
pls comment actively, will love to hav a second opinion.^^
i hope u hav gotten ur ans.
related posts:
http://daifukudorayaki.blogspot.com/2008_10_01_archive.html (october- an analogy)
http://daifukudorayaki.blogspot.com/2008_08_01_archive.html (august- barriers)
but qn is will u let ur barrier be broken down if someone really cares to break it down.
mb that someone who cares is someone who u care for too, but what if its not?
definitely ur barrier is to keep them out in this case.
is there smt as a Scar Barrier or a natural barrier?
definitions:
Scar barrier:
a barrier that is not formed from birth but by the events that hav scarred u, so as to prevent u from other scarring.
Natural barrier:
a barrier that is not formed aft events that scarred u but as ur natural way of getting along with others.
aft thinking over and over umpteen times, i hav finally came out with a conclusion.
there might b such things but i guess the simple aim of a barrier is to keep others out to protect urself.
if u truely feel mutual towards someone, i bet the wall will jus be an invisble wall that u are jus waiting for the other party to cross over.
but if that someone is not who u had really cared for, but she still cared enough to break down ur wall, then u'll get a new friend! its only a matter whether u will let her break down ur barrier.
we formed walls not jus to see who cares enough to break them down, we form walls to wait for the right person who also cared enough to break it down, keeping the wrong ones out.
pls comment actively, will love to hav a second opinion.^^
i hope u hav gotten ur ans.
related posts:
http://daifukudorayaki.blogspot.com/2008_10_01_archive.html (october- an analogy)
http://daifukudorayaki.blogspot.com/2008_08_01_archive.html (august- barriers)
Friday, October 31, 2008
Konayuki
SNOWPOWDER
Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it
I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it
It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?
I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again
We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other
Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever
Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky...
~this is my favourite song from one litre of tears.
translation thanks to Anime Lyrics Dot Com.:)
Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it
I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it
It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?
I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again
We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other
Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever
Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky...
~this is my favourite song from one litre of tears.
translation thanks to Anime Lyrics Dot Com.:)
Thursday, October 30, 2008
谢谢你.
当我已渐渐对它失去热忱时，
是你再次让我获得丛生。
你的那份诚意和对我不倦的鼓励，
叫醒了已进入昏迷状态的我。
谢谢你不曾放弃过我； 虽然我早已放弃了自己。。。
如果没有你不间断的支持， 相信我或许不可能再把它拾起。
我知道我们追求着同样的目标。
一起加油吧！
一路上有你伴随， 我深信接下来的路途无论多困难，我也不会孤单。
~可惜不是你。
是你再次让我获得丛生。
你的那份诚意和对我不倦的鼓励，
叫醒了已进入昏迷状态的我。
谢谢你不曾放弃过我； 虽然我早已放弃了自己。。。
如果没有你不间断的支持， 相信我或许不可能再把它拾起。
我知道我们追求着同样的目标。
一起加油吧！
一路上有你伴随， 我深信接下来的路途无论多困难，我也不会孤单。
~可惜不是你。
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Self-discovery.
the journey of self-discovery is inconvenient.
it takes us from periods of stability and integration to instability and intense growth, back to stability and integration at the next level.
when 2 year olds or teenagers move thru' instability, we consider it normal and say they are being 'difficult'; but when adults do it, we think it is self indulgent and say they are irresponsible.
yet, only by questioning conformity and ruffling a few feathers can we grow into a greater view of ourselves, our work and the world.
from: the ugly duckling goes to work on the fable the ugly duckling.
self discovery is important, yet we shld not withdraw ourselves totally while doing so.
it takes us from periods of stability and integration to instability and intense growth, back to stability and integration at the next level.
when 2 year olds or teenagers move thru' instability, we consider it normal and say they are being 'difficult'; but when adults do it, we think it is self indulgent and say they are irresponsible.
yet, only by questioning conformity and ruffling a few feathers can we grow into a greater view of ourselves, our work and the world.
from: the ugly duckling goes to work on the fable the ugly duckling.
self discovery is important, yet we shld not withdraw ourselves totally while doing so.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
my dkny watch :(
我徘徊着。
犹豫了四个多月。
为什么我总是让自己喜欢的东西如此擦肩而过？
我不是常叮咛别人要去争取自己的幸福吗？
我却那么轻易放手了。
愁的是伤心赎不回对他产生的爱慕之情。
那只不过是个没有生命的物品。
~当我看着他的眼神时，
我知道就算是我也取代不了他对她的牵挂。
犹豫了四个多月。
为什么我总是让自己喜欢的东西如此擦肩而过？
我不是常叮咛别人要去争取自己的幸福吗？
我却那么轻易放手了。
愁的是伤心赎不回对他产生的爱慕之情。
那只不过是个没有生命的物品。
~当我看着他的眼神时，
我知道就算是我也取代不了他对她的牵挂。
Monday, October 27, 2008
From: The ugly duckling goes to work.
We do not succeed in life by having an enviable career;
we succeed by finding where we belong and becoming the person we were meant to be.
jus cos we live and work with people, that does not mean we belong with them;
we belong with those who share or encourage our longing.
jus cos we grow older, does not mean we grow to who we were meant to be.
we grow into our essence only when our false self images die and our true self is born.
stay true to urself and enjoy ur being.
we succeed by finding where we belong and becoming the person we were meant to be.
jus cos we live and work with people, that does not mean we belong with them;
we belong with those who share or encourage our longing.
jus cos we grow older, does not mean we grow to who we were meant to be.
we grow into our essence only when our false self images die and our true self is born.
stay true to urself and enjoy ur being.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Living.
" i am an artist at living - my work of art is my life."
~SUZUKI
>>a strong desire to run my life myself.
~SUZUKI
>>a strong desire to run my life myself.
Friday, October 24, 2008
happy bday, lin jian!
wishes came in on time but blog post came in late..
its alr, u will not read this anyways?
ok, its 250 mb for the pics on my side, pls prepare ur thumbies or whatever.
our cls pic 2008!
its a fact that we changed a lot the past two years!
its alr, u will not read this anyways?
ok, its 250 mb for the pics on my side, pls prepare ur thumbies or whatever.
our cls pic 2008!
its a fact that we changed a lot the past two years!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
my sub conj haem.
decided to take a pic of it,
yup, i agree that its painless and idiopathic, or mb i sneezed hard.
anyways, it might b due to lack in vit C too, sry andrew for doubting u.
my ugly nails>,<
if u hasn't seen the real things.
my classmates can't wait for me to jus cut them short.
are they really that bad?! =X
my classmates can't wait for me to jus cut them short.
are they really that bad?! =X
day dreaming.
the solitary life with the company fo great minds is the thoughtful life.
yet, this life may become too distanced from the real world-
he's jus an observer.
~from the ugly ducking goes to work.
yet, this life may become too distanced from the real world-
he's jus an observer.
~from the ugly ducking goes to work.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Angelic Layer
Gd anime for kids.
In a competition, age and size doesn’t matter, cos the small sized hav their way of fighting too.
Was trying to imagine if I had an angel…
I’ll make it look like Hatako-chan!
Misaki, u are gd.
Thr true champion:
friendship comes first, competition comes later.
cares for ur angel.
though u can get hesitant when emotions overwhelms u, u still managed to carry off as the miracle rookie with endless determination.
You are the true strong character.
たのしいです！
this is my favourite character in the anime- hatako-chan!
In a competition, age and size doesn’t matter, cos the small sized hav their way of fighting too.
Was trying to imagine if I had an angel…
I’ll make it look like Hatako-chan!
Misaki, u are gd.
Thr true champion:
friendship comes first, competition comes later.
cares for ur angel.
though u can get hesitant when emotions overwhelms u, u still managed to carry off as the miracle rookie with endless determination.
You are the true strong character.
たのしいです！
this is my favourite character in the anime- hatako-chan!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
inspired by Matthew.
doing two consecutive days of screening does help.
how?
cos u know what to expect and what how to handle.
did vision screening for specially abled kids at the rainbow centre.
i was scheduled for two days instead of my other clsmates who had one or none.
what do u usually think abt screeenings?
MEANINGFUL, right.
so these two days it was no exception and i brought home smt more personal.
cos i acty befriended my patients. they are my friends not my patients or subjects.
they gave me more respect than the usual patients i see in clinic even though some of them can't even say thank you.
y does ppl who can think, walk and do whatever they please can't even hold a finger to them?
on the first day i was quite upset to see how ppl can behave in the way some kids do.
when they shout and make noise everyone will turn to look at them, as if they are animals in the zoo stretching.
i tht they had lost their ability to think and ctrl their emotions like what normal human can do.
the kids whom i had the deepest impression today was 3 boys- Shu Hao, Keith and Matthew.
Shu Hao was a kid i gave to andrew to handle cos i was too busy.
he's really cute.
he thinks he's the power ranger.
he takes any toy u give, and he is nice to me than he is to andrew. lol, not that andrew is not popular, but its kinda of like u feel a bond with him.(:
like he'll give the toy his playing to me, instead of trying to stop me frm snatching it?
Keith was the boy under eddie who "treat his thomas and friends story book as his head" (well, it jus means invaluable in ed's terms.)
he doesn't read the book but he just kept holding the book and looking at it.
in the end i did manage to distract him and kept the book away from him, thinking that he will listen to us and do his eye tests but he begin to look for it when he realised its missing.
so in the end we still can't test on him. ><
and his teacher looked unpleased with me.
in a stern tone, and an expressionless face he said,
"can u pls return the book to him."
yes, its a full stop not a qn mark.
sighs, was it wrng to play with him?
i didn't think he even looked at me once, but one thing for sure is he loves his book more than anything else n u wonder, whats so interesting in the book.
that explains why i even bother to snatch it away from him as well.
the last kid- Matthew was my favourite kid of the day.
acty i was supposed to help ping han to capture his attention but in the end i played and talked to him.
he likes to draw and writes (sounds familiar, right XD)
he jus keep doodling on the white paper and draws on this white board.
i don't know how old is he but he knows abt keppel, ikea, imm and some geh poh thing.
what is all that doesn't matter, but do u think the sch taught him that?
he mus hav learnt it out of sch, and it subconsciously went into his subconscious mind.
what touched me most was he spelt his name when i only told him to do so ONCE.
means he does understand when we talk to them.
i heard these kids can sense the tone in ur voice?
so if u want them to listen to u, be cheerful and make friends with them!
but morale of the story is they do understand what ppl are trying to tell them- they jus hav some disability, they are not dumb!!
i hope the public don't cast their eyes on these kids as if they are idiots.
pls respect them like ppl, cos they respect u too.
A picture of Matthew's masterpiece
(note: qing, me, ed and andrew polluted it)
how?
cos u know what to expect and what how to handle.
did vision screening for specially abled kids at the rainbow centre.
i was scheduled for two days instead of my other clsmates who had one or none.
what do u usually think abt screeenings?
MEANINGFUL, right.
so these two days it was no exception and i brought home smt more personal.
cos i acty befriended my patients. they are my friends not my patients or subjects.
they gave me more respect than the usual patients i see in clinic even though some of them can't even say thank you.
y does ppl who can think, walk and do whatever they please can't even hold a finger to them?
on the first day i was quite upset to see how ppl can behave in the way some kids do.
when they shout and make noise everyone will turn to look at them, as if they are animals in the zoo stretching.
i tht they had lost their ability to think and ctrl their emotions like what normal human can do.
the kids whom i had the deepest impression today was 3 boys- Shu Hao, Keith and Matthew.
Shu Hao was a kid i gave to andrew to handle cos i was too busy.
he's really cute.
he thinks he's the power ranger.
he takes any toy u give, and he is nice to me than he is to andrew. lol, not that andrew is not popular, but its kinda of like u feel a bond with him.(:
like he'll give the toy his playing to me, instead of trying to stop me frm snatching it?
Keith was the boy under eddie who "treat his thomas and friends story book as his head" (well, it jus means invaluable in ed's terms.)
he doesn't read the book but he just kept holding the book and looking at it.
in the end i did manage to distract him and kept the book away from him, thinking that he will listen to us and do his eye tests but he begin to look for it when he realised its missing.
so in the end we still can't test on him. ><
and his teacher looked unpleased with me.
in a stern tone, and an expressionless face he said,
"can u pls return the book to him."
yes, its a full stop not a qn mark.
sighs, was it wrng to play with him?
i didn't think he even looked at me once, but one thing for sure is he loves his book more than anything else n u wonder, whats so interesting in the book.
that explains why i even bother to snatch it away from him as well.
the last kid- Matthew was my favourite kid of the day.
acty i was supposed to help ping han to capture his attention but in the end i played and talked to him.
he likes to draw and writes (sounds familiar, right XD)
he jus keep doodling on the white paper and draws on this white board.
i don't know how old is he but he knows abt keppel, ikea, imm and some geh poh thing.
what is all that doesn't matter, but do u think the sch taught him that?
he mus hav learnt it out of sch, and it subconsciously went into his subconscious mind.
what touched me most was he spelt his name when i only told him to do so ONCE.
means he does understand when we talk to them.
i heard these kids can sense the tone in ur voice?
so if u want them to listen to u, be cheerful and make friends with them!
but morale of the story is they do understand what ppl are trying to tell them- they jus hav some disability, they are not dumb!!
i hope the public don't cast their eyes on these kids as if they are idiots.
pls respect them like ppl, cos they respect u too.
A picture of Matthew's masterpiece
(note: qing, me, ed and andrew polluted it)
Monday, October 13, 2008
My hall stay.
在外居住是很不一的一件事，
你们知道吗？
以为常和朋友一起过夜能学习独立，不会想家。。。
我错了。
原来，回来的感觉那么的好。
家里能给你的温暖是独一无二的。
会更珍惜的。
~在小雪的鼓励下，我才开始用华文来博客。
希望这能加强你的写作灵感。
永远期待更好的自己！
this is very motivating...
in the room of one of my hall friends:)
你们知道吗？
以为常和朋友一起过夜能学习独立，不会想家。。。
我错了。
原来，回来的感觉那么的好。
家里能给你的温暖是独一无二的。
会更珍惜的。
~在小雪的鼓励下，我才开始用华文来博客。
希望这能加强你的写作灵感。
永远期待更好的自己！
this is very motivating...
in the room of one of my hall friends:)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
School reopens.
Cut hair, pack bag, iron lab coat, rummaged through the wardrobe- enough formal?
Ok, everyone. Are ur ready for sch??
Yes, our last sem of our third year.
Treasure sch life and appreciate each other, cos we hav so little time in front of us.
It’s the end yet it signifies a new start- what does the future holds for us?
Anticipate and find out for urself.
Don’t panic abt ur future, take things in ur own strides like what aya told us. ^^
All the best for sch.:)
Ok, everyone. Are ur ready for sch??
Yes, our last sem of our third year.
Treasure sch life and appreciate each other, cos we hav so little time in front of us.
It’s the end yet it signifies a new start- what does the future holds for us?
Anticipate and find out for urself.
Don’t panic abt ur future, take things in ur own strides like what aya told us. ^^
All the best for sch.:)
Saturday, October 11, 2008
其实很多人都知道。。。
有那么一天，我问在班上对我来说最和睦的一群朋友：
‘你们在一起有什么共同点？’
他们犹豫了些许时间， 摇摇头说：
‘没有’
当时的我感到十分的诧异。
原来朋友在一起，并不需要有一样的嗜好。
最重要的是互相忍让和包容。
友谊如此。爱情如此。
要相信爱能战胜一切。
难道你不知道吗？
‘你们在一起有什么共同点？’
他们犹豫了些许时间， 摇摇头说：
‘没有’
当时的我感到十分的诧异。
原来朋友在一起，并不需要有一样的嗜好。
最重要的是互相忍让和包容。
友谊如此。爱情如此。
要相信爱能战胜一切。
难道你不知道吗？
Friday, October 10, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
our playground in NTU!
b4 i go and visit tmr...
does this reminds u of the teletubbies playground?
so green!
the below pic is for ling! her zhao pai dong zuo.
we did this on a road.
does this reminds u of the teletubbies playground?
so green!
the below pic is for ling! her zhao pai dong zuo.
we did this on a road.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Self absorbed.
Don’t like to squeeze all my posts in one day, so I typed this in advance on MS.
Am I always in my own world?
Most of my friends will agree, I presume.
I do like to day dream and stone a lot, so I admit it.
I’m really self absorbed.
They told me its gd, cos u are oblivious to the things that are “none of ur business”.
However, I fail to agree- u will still be sad when u come out of ur world and realize how the others is coming to in this race among the humans.
As I grow older, I became more affected by the world n ppl arnd me.
I’m upset but I hav to realize that this is jus part of life and one day I will hav to learn to take things in my own strides.
My emotions, my principles.
For this reason, I cont’d to be captured in my own thoughts, subconsciously and consciously.
Its jus me.
Am I always in my own world?
Most of my friends will agree, I presume.
I do like to day dream and stone a lot, so I admit it.
I’m really self absorbed.
They told me its gd, cos u are oblivious to the things that are “none of ur business”.
However, I fail to agree- u will still be sad when u come out of ur world and realize how the others is coming to in this race among the humans.
As I grow older, I became more affected by the world n ppl arnd me.
I’m upset but I hav to realize that this is jus part of life and one day I will hav to learn to take things in my own strides.
My emotions, my principles.
For this reason, I cont’d to be captured in my own thoughts, subconsciously and consciously.
Its jus me.
Monday, October 6, 2008
E conclusion
b4 i start w my sec sch adventures, shall write an ending to my childhood years.
from the teachers, i grow with more knowledge and a positive attitude towards learning.
from my friends, i learnt how it feels like to be treasured and hurt.
it was fun having everyone arnd.
we still gather quite frequently in a small grp.
which i was glad abt.
they form most of my card playing gang.
most of us belonged to the same territory- AMK!
Well, life still seems simple for most of us,
exp for one who suicide, another that went to jail and one who married cos of pms.=X
for those who hasn't been coming:
u hav chose to forsake ur friends whom u made when the world is still as innocent as it is. its how u want to choose the friends u want to keep.
cried on graduation when they hav that song.
not cos i'm emotional? but cos the girl(my classmate) in front of me was crying.
i performed on stage that day, so i cried with make up. lol.
did anyone tell u i was frm chinese dance?
those scars i hav in in my childhood will not leave me, like wise i hope my pretty memories for my alma mater will not be forgotten as i grow up- cos it keeps my heart young.
FOND CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. *smiles* ^^
from the teachers, i grow with more knowledge and a positive attitude towards learning.
from my friends, i learnt how it feels like to be treasured and hurt.
it was fun having everyone arnd.
we still gather quite frequently in a small grp.
which i was glad abt.
they form most of my card playing gang.
most of us belonged to the same territory- AMK!
Well, life still seems simple for most of us,
exp for one who suicide, another that went to jail and one who married cos of pms.=X
for those who hasn't been coming:
u hav chose to forsake ur friends whom u made when the world is still as innocent as it is. its how u want to choose the friends u want to keep.
cried on graduation when they hav that song.
not cos i'm emotional? but cos the girl(my classmate) in front of me was crying.
i performed on stage that day, so i cried with make up. lol.
did anyone tell u i was frm chinese dance?
those scars i hav in in my childhood will not leave me, like wise i hope my pretty memories for my alma mater will not be forgotten as i grow up- cos it keeps my heart young.
FOND CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. *smiles* ^^
We need a D.
Learnt new card games!!
Hearts and black jack.
i said the card i liked the most is ace of spades, right?
i found the card i hate most- queen of spades.
Its amazing how many kinds of games can be derived frm jus a stack of cards.
How I’m relieved I don’t live in India -Cos u can’t play card games over there.
Card games are part of my socializing life.
Nvr tht I will be so into it, used to think they are only for gamblers.
I know I’m so wrng, my friends.
I realized the game is still fun without u.
Hearts and black jack.
i said the card i liked the most is ace of spades, right?
i found the card i hate most- queen of spades.
Its amazing how many kinds of games can be derived frm jus a stack of cards.
How I’m relieved I don’t live in India -Cos u can’t play card games over there.
Card games are part of my socializing life.
Nvr tht I will be so into it, used to think they are only for gamblers.
I know I’m so wrng, my friends.
I realized the game is still fun without u.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
blogger.
lots of things i hav done this weekend too...
we discussed, chat, played and bbqed.
how do i want to identify myself as a blogger.
i want my readers to feel updated aft they read abt what i hav done and i hope they can go thru a certain thinking process when they are reading the post?
i want to share my thoughts and experiences with u.
did u feel that it made u think?
been having rashes since i finish packing my room,
wonder if its cos of the bugs and dust i kept in my room. ><
anyways, i hope its not chicken pox.
itching to scratch.
have fun in ur last week of sch hols, my poly friends:)
how fast time flies. fruit files love bananas. lol.
we discussed, chat, played and bbqed.
how do i want to identify myself as a blogger.
i want my readers to feel updated aft they read abt what i hav done and i hope they can go thru a certain thinking process when they are reading the post?
i want to share my thoughts and experiences with u.
did u feel that it made u think?
been having rashes since i finish packing my room,
wonder if its cos of the bugs and dust i kept in my room. ><
anyways, i hope its not chicken pox.
itching to scratch.
have fun in ur last week of sch hols, my poly friends:)
how fast time flies. fruit files love bananas. lol.
Lilin!!!
happy bday on this beautiful sunday!
really miss u, hope u come back soon, yea?!
though i'm sure u will hav too great a time there to want to come back.
haha, u hav no choice- u hav come back anyways:)
how can i ever thank u enough, da jie!!
oops, i cant't rmb when u are comin back. lol ^^
really miss u, hope u come back soon, yea?!
though i'm sure u will hav too great a time there to want to come back.
haha, u hav no choice- u hav come back anyways:)
how can i ever thank u enough, da jie!!
oops, i cant't rmb when u are comin back. lol ^^
Thursday, October 2, 2008
my dear teachers. (3)
were there teachers in ur life whom really made an impact to ur life, gd or bad?
yes, i had.
Aries:
born on april fool's day, i nvr knew u had such motivation powers.:)
u were the only teacher who we trembled till our hands couldn't write when we knew u were coming to class.
u disliked me on our first meeting and told my form teacher i did not deserved to wear a prefect tie.
u told me u didn't accept late work when i was absent ytd and handed up the pets worksheet to u today.
what more do u ask from me?
is it a sin to be born blur?
u were the one who i hav feared and loved at the same time.
thank u for teaching me english, though i know u will feel that i'm a disgrace aft u hav read my blog.
...:
i was nurtured from young to love chinese.
but i couldn't hav done all this without u; without u instilling the interest for me in my mother tongue.
thank yous for making chinese fun with all ur lively lessons.
to learn a language u cannot blindly teach the vocabulary, u hav to let the student understand, understand what makes up the word and the idiom; like how u will make a student understand how a chicken lays an egg.
a language is more than jus words, its a diversification from the meaning of life.
yes, i had.
Aries:
born on april fool's day, i nvr knew u had such motivation powers.:)
u were the only teacher who we trembled till our hands couldn't write when we knew u were coming to class.
u disliked me on our first meeting and told my form teacher i did not deserved to wear a prefect tie.
u told me u didn't accept late work when i was absent ytd and handed up the pets worksheet to u today.
what more do u ask from me?
is it a sin to be born blur?
u were the one who i hav feared and loved at the same time.
thank u for teaching me english, though i know u will feel that i'm a disgrace aft u hav read my blog.
...:
i was nurtured from young to love chinese.
but i couldn't hav done all this without u; without u instilling the interest for me in my mother tongue.
thank yous for making chinese fun with all ur lively lessons.
to learn a language u cannot blindly teach the vocabulary, u hav to let the student understand, understand what makes up the word and the idiom; like how u will make a student understand how a chicken lays an egg.
a language is more than jus words, its a diversification from the meaning of life.
Untitled.
its been more than a week,
but the tht still perturbs me; the times we hav spent together still whirls in my mind like nvr b4.
u hav been smt i dread and looked forward to for the last months,
so aware of it, so aware of u.
i was relieved that i can finally redeem back my freedom, and there's nth to what i desire.
i was pondering to let go, but i hesistated till u make the decision and broke our promise first.
i so believed that u hold my future, till i doubt it ytd.
i wish to thank u for the many things u hav taught and the chances u hav given to me.
u hav watched my growth and picked me up on the darkest days of my life; when i was still an amateur with absolutely no clues to survival.
but the tht still perturbs me; the times we hav spent together still whirls in my mind like nvr b4.
u hav been smt i dread and looked forward to for the last months,
so aware of it, so aware of u.
i was relieved that i can finally redeem back my freedom, and there's nth to what i desire.
i was pondering to let go, but i hesistated till u make the decision and broke our promise first.
i so believed that u hold my future, till i doubt it ytd.
i wish to thank u for the many things u hav taught and the chances u hav given to me.
u hav watched my growth and picked me up on the darkest days of my life; when i was still an amateur with absolutely no clues to survival.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
The 4 of them. (2)
happy october, everyones!
i shall cont'd my story on this PH.
don't think i was nvr hurt in a friendship, i was.
Aquarius/pisces:
she was the friend who understands me really deep down.
i can jus stand in front of her and the next qn she pops me is what i am thinking abt. amazing, right?!^^
till now i still hav the impression that no one can understand me more than she did.
pity she immigrated to canada when we were in p5.
but the impact she left me lasted now, though it is slowly diminishing...
i'm glad she came into my life.
she taught me what it means to be important in her life, and i learnt how to face betrayal and misunderstanding.
if we had more time, i wished we can go back to be as close as we were in the past.
but what more can i ask for, we alr cleared the black clouds blocking us.
mb that was to prepare me to be independent of her...
i tried to stay in contact with her, and now i jus compromise with a xmas card for her every year.
hopefully she can come back to visit her friends here, u know what, she's not a singaporean.
thanks for letting me know what a friend can mean to me in my life,
i'll treasure my friends like how i shld hav treasured u:)
Leo:
leo girls are scary, don't u think so?
how does it feel like to be close to this person this very min and the next thing u know, she's not talking to u anymore, and not giving u a reason as to why she is avoiding u?
it HURTS, u know...
u scarred my childhood.
for i nvr knew friendhships nvr heals; i still rmb till this very day.
i can nvr face u up to this day.
i wonder y...its not like i hav done u wrong.
i really want to know why u avoided me then, even though it didn't mattered now.
Aries:
thank you for coming into my life, my upper pri life wont't be complete without u.
thanks for being there for me always, esp when she left.
though we are not really close, i realised we are friends forever, definitely.
u gave me hope when i tht the whole world was collapsing on me. ^-^
ur support has brought me this far.
Cancer:
u are the best neighbour i had, then till now.
thank u for being so mature, coming to my rescue when i least realise i need to seek help and giving me solutions to the problems i tht i could nvr solve.
i could nvr thank u enough for the values u hav taught me- how to face my problems with a brave and open heart. C=
i shall cont'd my story on this PH.
don't think i was nvr hurt in a friendship, i was.
Aquarius/pisces:
she was the friend who understands me really deep down.
i can jus stand in front of her and the next qn she pops me is what i am thinking abt. amazing, right?!^^
till now i still hav the impression that no one can understand me more than she did.
pity she immigrated to canada when we were in p5.
but the impact she left me lasted now, though it is slowly diminishing...
i'm glad she came into my life.
she taught me what it means to be important in her life, and i learnt how to face betrayal and misunderstanding.
if we had more time, i wished we can go back to be as close as we were in the past.
but what more can i ask for, we alr cleared the black clouds blocking us.
mb that was to prepare me to be independent of her...
i tried to stay in contact with her, and now i jus compromise with a xmas card for her every year.
hopefully she can come back to visit her friends here, u know what, she's not a singaporean.
thanks for letting me know what a friend can mean to me in my life,
i'll treasure my friends like how i shld hav treasured u:)
Leo:
leo girls are scary, don't u think so?
how does it feel like to be close to this person this very min and the next thing u know, she's not talking to u anymore, and not giving u a reason as to why she is avoiding u?
it HURTS, u know...
u scarred my childhood.
for i nvr knew friendhships nvr heals; i still rmb till this very day.
i can nvr face u up to this day.
i wonder y...its not like i hav done u wrong.
i really want to know why u avoided me then, even though it didn't mattered now.
Aries:
thank you for coming into my life, my upper pri life wont't be complete without u.
thanks for being there for me always, esp when she left.
though we are not really close, i realised we are friends forever, definitely.
u gave me hope when i tht the whole world was collapsing on me. ^-^
ur support has brought me this far.
Cancer:
u are the best neighbour i had, then till now.
thank u for being so mature, coming to my rescue when i least realise i need to seek help and giving me solutions to the problems i tht i could nvr solve.
i could nvr thank u enough for the values u hav taught me- how to face my problems with a brave and open heart. C=
An analogy...
copyrighted from XT:) :
when u're lonely, u are like a person in a valley.
now u hav two choices; to climb out or to remain there.
if someone wants to help u walk out of loneliness, that friend is like passing a rope to u to help u climb out of the valley.
however if its not the right person, he or she will not hav to enough strength to pull u out of the valley.
when u drop back into the valley aft u hav climbed halfway, u will sink even deeper.
u might from then on be too sorrowful to attempt to climb out of the valley again.
to be saved out of the valley, u need the right friend to show u hope and sunshine; the person with sufficient strength to sustain.
or u can jolly well cont'd life in the valley and overwhelm yourself in that gloominess.
for ppl waiting to be "saved":
wait patiently for the right person, but don't give up hope yet, k.^^
for ppl trying to save ppl:
don't be too kan chiong, pls check whether u hav enough strength to do so. only when u are confident, u can go ahead.
if not jus stand aside, we don't want a tragedy.
when u're lonely, u are like a person in a valley.
now u hav two choices; to climb out or to remain there.
if someone wants to help u walk out of loneliness, that friend is like passing a rope to u to help u climb out of the valley.
however if its not the right person, he or she will not hav to enough strength to pull u out of the valley.
when u drop back into the valley aft u hav climbed halfway, u will sink even deeper.
u might from then on be too sorrowful to attempt to climb out of the valley again.
to be saved out of the valley, u need the right friend to show u hope and sunshine; the person with sufficient strength to sustain.
or u can jolly well cont'd life in the valley and overwhelm yourself in that gloominess.
for ppl waiting to be "saved":
wait patiently for the right person, but don't give up hope yet, k.^^
for ppl trying to save ppl:
don't be too kan chiong, pls check whether u hav enough strength to do so. only when u are confident, u can go ahead.
if not jus stand aside, we don't want a tragedy.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
pics to burn
hi dear girls.
this is the weight of ur precious photos.
to avoid disappointment, i hav decided to inform ur so u'll prepare sufficient memory^^
m'sia trip (sharing w qing) ~ 819 mb
bgk trip (sharing with hj) ~ 187 mb
moon cake fest (sent to ling) ~ 172 mb
lylyn's bday (sent to ling) ~ 125 mb
above values are full.
for facilitation, pls indicate: full(videos + pics), pics only, zipped or unzipped.
this is the weight of ur precious photos.
to avoid disappointment, i hav decided to inform ur so u'll prepare sufficient memory^^
m'sia trip (sharing w qing) ~ 819 mb
bgk trip (sharing with hj) ~ 187 mb
moon cake fest (sent to ling) ~ 172 mb
lylyn's bday (sent to ling) ~ 125 mb
above values are full.
for facilitation, pls indicate: full(videos + pics), pics only, zipped or unzipped.
Its over.
i know for sure its over, betwn us.
and we all know that.
it might b a gd thing cos i see that u are much happier now than then:)
congrats for finally coming out of the valley.
enjoy urself with ur "new found company".
i know u won't forget what we hav been thru together,
and i want u to know that we'll be there for u if u ever need us:)
we want to see ur happy self!
~let the kite fly out of ur grasp not when the wind is blowing hard, but when u are ready to let go...
and we all know that.
it might b a gd thing cos i see that u are much happier now than then:)
congrats for finally coming out of the valley.
enjoy urself with ur "new found company".
i know u won't forget what we hav been thru together,
and i want u to know that we'll be there for u if u ever need us:)
we want to see ur happy self!
~let the kite fly out of ur grasp not when the wind is blowing hard, but when u are ready to let go...
Shd100D
thats our new clique name!
~inspired by a carplate parked at the bus stop beside the bungee
qing.ling. hui. min. peiyik. linjian. lylyn. deir
~inspired by a carplate parked at the bus stop beside the bungee
qing.ling. hui. min. peiyik. linjian. lylyn. deir
Monday, September 29, 2008
Chess!
8 pawns to protect the pieces,
2 bishops to fight for central control two knights to be placed in good position,
2 rooks to defend the the king and to control the vertical and horizontal lines,
1 queen to checkmate the opponent and
1 king to rule them all.
thats the game of chess!!;)
understand?
2 bishops to fight for central control two knights to be placed in good position,
2 rooks to defend the the king and to control the vertical and horizontal lines,
1 queen to checkmate the opponent and
1 king to rule them all.
thats the game of chess!!;)
understand?
Welcome back n bon voyage!
welcome back, my friends from India!!
and bon voyage to Lilin.
hav fun and bring back food n gifts for us!
happy birthday in advance, Lilin!!
glad u liked the celebration. :)
and the watch!
i really liked it too^^
cafe iguana was fun!
i like the choc cake the best.
tofu ice cream was refreshing...
i want my pumpkin flavour- i saw it at marina square.
thanks for bringing india back for us to use and wear.
i really liked the pen! smooth.
still figuring out how to pei the blouse, but i won't try wearing it to clinic, sure get a lot of qns from the teachers.><
will give u back the envelope, xue ting!
and bon voyage to Lilin.
hav fun and bring back food n gifts for us!
happy birthday in advance, Lilin!!
glad u liked the celebration. :)
and the watch!
i really liked it too^^
cafe iguana was fun!
i like the choc cake the best.
tofu ice cream was refreshing...
i want my pumpkin flavour- i saw it at marina square.
thanks for bringing india back for us to use and wear.
i really liked the pen! smooth.
still figuring out how to pei the blouse, but i won't try wearing it to clinic, sure get a lot of qns from the teachers.><
will give u back the envelope, xue ting!
Friday, September 26, 2008
The 3 of them. (1)
i started my blog wanting to tell stories abt my pri sch adventures, b4 i forget them as i age day by day...but it seemed i nvr had enough determination to do it.
time i start, yes?
and my jap homework is my memorable childhood. sighs.
background:
a neighbourhood pri sch.
i was in a class with all chinese from p1 to p4, then i was streamed into the "best class" of the cohort- there was only 3 em2 classes and 11 em1 students. lol. we only had 3 malays, 1 indian plus a few foreigners in our p5 and p6 class. i had arnd 15 ppl who were in the same class with me throughout the 6 years.
i was slightly plump in pri sch, and was in the taf club for 1 or 2 years, always teased and bullied. i always remind myself to smile to everyone cos- u can brighten their day with ur smile, no matter how bad their day have been. funny thing was i like to cry too- whenever i hav no solution to a problem. hopefully i was remembered as the girl with a smile.(: i was nicknamed a loudspeaker, cos i used to hav a loud voice; my ambition was to be a teacher and so i started training to project my voice. i was one of those who shown no signs of stage fright and was a gd presenter. i walked to sch except when i was in p1 and p2-took sch bus cos i was too young. was a fat and ugly chinese dancer all 6 years, but i can't split and cartwheel cos i was too timid. =X
Capricorn:
from young i used to hav faint spells here and there.
he was the class monitor in pri 1 and 2 and was really helpful to take me to my form teacher and then to the sick ward to sit(i didn't like lying on the bed with white bed sheets). becos i had it so often, we spent our recesses together even when i was feeling alright. i missed the times we will sit on the bench and let our short legs dangle in the air.^^ i was always bullied by my partner- a rough guy with the surname leow (thats why i dislike that surname, no offence though). he was always there to save me frm being bullied. his sister who studies the same pri sch is quite nice to me- patting my head everytime she meets me in sch. because of his family background; he came from a divorced family, lives with his grandparents and only gets to go back to his dad's hse on weekends, he taught me the value of kinship and to be fillal to my parents, esp my mum; cos of the way he treasures the times his mum comes to visit him in sch.
thank you so much, u will always be my childhood hero.
i would hav been a victim of bully if not for u.
Leo:
i used to do so badly for my sci...
he loves animals and plants- he catches insects to be his pet >< and named our sci grp the zoologists.
he has a flair for drawing animals too, and he used to make me colour his drawings for our grp projects.-.-"
i rmbered he once beat me with a dictionary during english class.
i used to laugh at him for being short but he now he is very much taller than me.
he planted my interest in sci was was the one who influenced me to love nature.
thank you for making me appreciate my surroundings.
my favourite weed will always be the love grass.
Aquarius:
we always fight. we fighted ever since we knew each other in p3.
in my eyes u are the irresponsible prefect and class monitor, smart, confident, sporty guy who nvr had respect and depreciates ur friends. =X i used to hate u for calling me fat, but thanks- that was the motivation force which got me to slim down; though it only lasted for 4 years, haha.i learnt the "shaking leg" habit from u if u didn't know, cos u sat near me and i really can't stand the sight of it, so i started shaking too and it stopped distracting me. =X u copied my homework, right! >< but ur maths were ever so gd, and u got urself gd grades without studying and helped ppl do their tuition homework-what kinda of friend are u? i rmbered u betrayed ur friends too...
i owe my A* in pri sch maths to u; was shaking my leg as i was doing the paper.
thanks for still rmbering to keep in touch (: u guys made me the person i am.
time i start, yes?
and my jap homework is my memorable childhood. sighs.
background:
a neighbourhood pri sch.
i was in a class with all chinese from p1 to p4, then i was streamed into the "best class" of the cohort- there was only 3 em2 classes and 11 em1 students. lol. we only had 3 malays, 1 indian plus a few foreigners in our p5 and p6 class. i had arnd 15 ppl who were in the same class with me throughout the 6 years.
i was slightly plump in pri sch, and was in the taf club for 1 or 2 years, always teased and bullied. i always remind myself to smile to everyone cos- u can brighten their day with ur smile, no matter how bad their day have been. funny thing was i like to cry too- whenever i hav no solution to a problem. hopefully i was remembered as the girl with a smile.(: i was nicknamed a loudspeaker, cos i used to hav a loud voice; my ambition was to be a teacher and so i started training to project my voice. i was one of those who shown no signs of stage fright and was a gd presenter. i walked to sch except when i was in p1 and p2-took sch bus cos i was too young. was a fat and ugly chinese dancer all 6 years, but i can't split and cartwheel cos i was too timid. =X
Capricorn:
from young i used to hav faint spells here and there.
he was the class monitor in pri 1 and 2 and was really helpful to take me to my form teacher and then to the sick ward to sit(i didn't like lying on the bed with white bed sheets). becos i had it so often, we spent our recesses together even when i was feeling alright. i missed the times we will sit on the bench and let our short legs dangle in the air.^^ i was always bullied by my partner- a rough guy with the surname leow (thats why i dislike that surname, no offence though). he was always there to save me frm being bullied. his sister who studies the same pri sch is quite nice to me- patting my head everytime she meets me in sch. because of his family background; he came from a divorced family, lives with his grandparents and only gets to go back to his dad's hse on weekends, he taught me the value of kinship and to be fillal to my parents, esp my mum; cos of the way he treasures the times his mum comes to visit him in sch.
thank you so much, u will always be my childhood hero.
i would hav been a victim of bully if not for u.
Leo:
i used to do so badly for my sci...
he loves animals and plants- he catches insects to be his pet >< and named our sci grp the zoologists.
he has a flair for drawing animals too, and he used to make me colour his drawings for our grp projects.-.-"
i rmbered he once beat me with a dictionary during english class.
i used to laugh at him for being short but he now he is very much taller than me.
he planted my interest in sci was was the one who influenced me to love nature.
thank you for making me appreciate my surroundings.
my favourite weed will always be the love grass.
Aquarius:
we always fight. we fighted ever since we knew each other in p3.
in my eyes u are the irresponsible prefect and class monitor, smart, confident, sporty guy who nvr had respect and depreciates ur friends. =X i used to hate u for calling me fat, but thanks- that was the motivation force which got me to slim down; though it only lasted for 4 years, haha.i learnt the "shaking leg" habit from u if u didn't know, cos u sat near me and i really can't stand the sight of it, so i started shaking too and it stopped distracting me. =X u copied my homework, right! >< but ur maths were ever so gd, and u got urself gd grades without studying and helped ppl do their tuition homework-what kinda of friend are u? i rmbered u betrayed ur friends too...
i owe my A* in pri sch maths to u; was shaking my leg as i was doing the paper.
thanks for still rmbering to keep in touch (: u guys made me the person i am.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
1 litre of tears.
been following up on the jap drama, ever since my friends left for india.
i think i really take ages to watch- 2 wks watch 6 epis, cos i'm busy mah-.-"
but it impacts on me a lot, like the past drama i watched.
i think abt the scenes n the charactes throughout the day and jus develop an infatuation for them, temp!
i like the feeling, as if the mind has somewhere to go to and its not so empty, haha XD
i will put myself in their shoes.
and i think i want to be ryo!
i like the way he looks when he thinks, and the way he keeps aya by his side by asking her to do chores in the biology lab^^
Awaiting the ending- hope it'lll be a lovely ending;
like the two of them together or they found a miracle drug for SCD.
i think i really take ages to watch- 2 wks watch 6 epis, cos i'm busy mah-.-"
but it impacts on me a lot, like the past drama i watched.
i think abt the scenes n the charactes throughout the day and jus develop an infatuation for them, temp!
i like the feeling, as if the mind has somewhere to go to and its not so empty, haha XD
i will put myself in their shoes.
and i think i want to be ryo!
i like the way he looks when he thinks, and the way he keeps aya by his side by asking her to do chores in the biology lab^^
Awaiting the ending- hope it'lll be a lovely ending;
like the two of them together or they found a miracle drug for SCD.
c.d.h.s
reviving my bridge!!
haha, aft more than a mth...
we are trying to meet every last fri of the month-
hopefully we can play card games together more often!
heh, i think i'm degrading alr, sighs><
need more training and better luck.
some interesting facts?!
1. u know what is my favourite suite?
its spades, i used to like clubs but clubs is a trouble when it comes to bidding.
i used to think clubs look cute, reminds u of broccoli?
2. what is the suite i hate most?
i don't like both diamonds and hearts. think they look obiang><
i don't like red, rmb
3. what is my favourite card?
ace of spades! not course its the largest card in the game but cos it usually has a special print on it.^^
4. what is the use of joker cards?
to replace any missing cards
5. y are joker cards in red and black?
cos thats the colours of cards, isn't?
i know my qns are dumb, cos prob u alr know it since u started playing daiti><
wells, its for entertaining purposes C=
tell me if u know the history of cards!
haha, aft more than a mth...
we are trying to meet every last fri of the month-
hopefully we can play card games together more often!
heh, i think i'm degrading alr, sighs><
need more training and better luck.
some interesting facts?!
1. u know what is my favourite suite?
its spades, i used to like clubs but clubs is a trouble when it comes to bidding.
i used to think clubs look cute, reminds u of broccoli?
2. what is the suite i hate most?
i don't like both diamonds and hearts. think they look obiang><
i don't like red, rmb
3. what is my favourite card?
ace of spades! not course its the largest card in the game but cos it usually has a special print on it.^^
4. what is the use of joker cards?
to replace any missing cards
5. y are joker cards in red and black?
cos thats the colours of cards, isn't?
i know my qns are dumb, cos prob u alr know it since u started playing daiti><
wells, its for entertaining purposes C=
tell me if u know the history of cards!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
virtual world
i can now tell others i hav a face book account..
lol, i didn't hav a display pic when i first started out..
created an account cos Deir introduced the typing test to me.
and, i realised facebook is kind of complicated><
well, will try to figure things out when i hav time.
trying to maximise the time i hav the whole day at home.
and i jus spent my day staring at this screen.
here's how ytd and today went in brief:
(i'm sure of u repeat my routines in front of the screen)
morn- sign in to msn, start to do h/w and research, listens to music while u surf the net
aft - watch drama on com while eating lunch,finish the episode and cont'd with work and music, find some souls online to take while taking a break from work
evening - mum calls for dinnner, watch drama on com while eating dinner, msn friends start to flood in
night - starts to talk on msn, stops work for today, start checking mails, updating blogs, blog hopping, play games to destress for the day.
its that common, right?
if it sounds familiar to u u are the zhai nu and the zhai nan, i'm thinking of.
go out and breathe in some fresh air...^^ and stop sitting on the chair!!
but i will still like to leave things to fate and live my way of life.
lol, i didn't hav a display pic when i first started out..
created an account cos Deir introduced the typing test to me.
and, i realised facebook is kind of complicated><
well, will try to figure things out when i hav time.
trying to maximise the time i hav the whole day at home.
and i jus spent my day staring at this screen.
here's how ytd and today went in brief:
(i'm sure of u repeat my routines in front of the screen)
morn- sign in to msn, start to do h/w and research, listens to music while u surf the net
aft - watch drama on com while eating lunch,finish the episode and cont'd with work and music, find some souls online to take while taking a break from work
evening - mum calls for dinnner, watch drama on com while eating dinner, msn friends start to flood in
night - starts to talk on msn, stops work for today, start checking mails, updating blogs, blog hopping, play games to destress for the day.
its that common, right?
if it sounds familiar to u u are the zhai nu and the zhai nan, i'm thinking of.
go out and breathe in some fresh air...^^ and stop sitting on the chair!!
but i will still like to leave things to fate and live my way of life.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
中秋节快乐!!
my exciting mooncke fest this year starts here!
done by ling!
we had tie guan yin from lylyn's teapot:)
my first ice cream mooncake! the bandung flavour was my favourite.
and we ended the celebration at a fitness corner
this is the bridge at clarke quay^^
done by ling!
we had tie guan yin from lylyn's teapot:)
my first ice cream mooncake! the bandung flavour was my favourite.
and we ended the celebration at a fitness corner
this is the bridge at clarke quay^^
Saturday, September 13, 2008
sending my wishes...
ha...
aft such a long while,
i lost count of how long i haven't beeen on line...
prob a whole week?!
was like super busy- reaching home arnd 12 everynight and waking up arnd 6 every morn and gg to sch during hols frm mon to sat.
i'm seriously not complaining and not whining,
but was wondering how i got so busy.
i enjoy busi-ness but its time to slack ( aft i finish my fyp intro)
i wrote my msges for ur on a letter and gave it to ur b4 ur depart to make u ppl think of me on ur journey to india.
was sad not because i can't go but cos i can't go with u all :)
i can't believe i broke into tears in front of so many of ur friends and family, but i really can't help it when it comes to emotions...
come to think of this, its like the first time i cried in front of my poly mates...
they were saying i'll be the first to break down during graduation. lol><
was the first time i hav seen so many parents all at one go,
and i pretended that i knew them really well..
haha, trying to wave, say hello as if i was really popular.
but was most surpirised to see jian xiong's family members,
cos they seemed so different frm him and what i hav imagined!
did u know that?
my letters are acty more valuable than money.
thank you ed, for telling me money can't buy r'ships and true feelings! ^^
(it acty took me from dhoby to newton to understand that)
hope ur see chang er on ur flight to india!!
pls tell me how she looks like then:)
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was the first time i went to a fencing competition.
was there to support deirdre but i was like her manager,
following her arnd, taking care of her ketupat bag.
was honoured to be her girlfriend, and i really mean girlfriend!
haha, don't be terrified, deir!
the closest thing i could link fencing with my life was playing chess.
and her coach acty agrees- its a physical chess game.
its all abt attack and defence, agility, time and speed.
what struck me most was seeing friends compete in a match,
was i lucky to see that scene.
conclusion was- there are friends in a competition
if u know how to balance ur own emotions and ur own will to win..
but i realised i was not someone suited for competitive hobbies.
was like really stressed for deirdre too while i watched.
don't wry abt me getting bored, deir!
i was not bored to death at the sports hall, cos i was exploring da dao li and stoning while u played!:)
aft such a long while,
i lost count of how long i haven't beeen on line...
prob a whole week?!
was like super busy- reaching home arnd 12 everynight and waking up arnd 6 every morn and gg to sch during hols frm mon to sat.
i'm seriously not complaining and not whining,
but was wondering how i got so busy.
i enjoy busi-ness but its time to slack ( aft i finish my fyp intro)
i wrote my msges for ur on a letter and gave it to ur b4 ur depart to make u ppl think of me on ur journey to india.
was sad not because i can't go but cos i can't go with u all :)
i can't believe i broke into tears in front of so many of ur friends and family, but i really can't help it when it comes to emotions...
come to think of this, its like the first time i cried in front of my poly mates...
they were saying i'll be the first to break down during graduation. lol><
was the first time i hav seen so many parents all at one go,
and i pretended that i knew them really well..
haha, trying to wave, say hello as if i was really popular.
but was most surpirised to see jian xiong's family members,
cos they seemed so different frm him and what i hav imagined!
did u know that?
my letters are acty more valuable than money.
thank you ed, for telling me money can't buy r'ships and true feelings! ^^
(it acty took me from dhoby to newton to understand that)
hope ur see chang er on ur flight to india!!
pls tell me how she looks like then:)
---------------
was the first time i went to a fencing competition.
was there to support deirdre but i was like her manager,
following her arnd, taking care of her ketupat bag.
was honoured to be her girlfriend, and i really mean girlfriend!
haha, don't be terrified, deir!
the closest thing i could link fencing with my life was playing chess.
and her coach acty agrees- its a physical chess game.
its all abt attack and defence, agility, time and speed.
what struck me most was seeing friends compete in a match,
was i lucky to see that scene.
conclusion was- there are friends in a competition
if u know how to balance ur own emotions and ur own will to win..
but i realised i was not someone suited for competitive hobbies.
was like really stressed for deirdre too while i watched.
don't wry abt me getting bored, deir!
i was not bored to death at the sports hall, cos i was exploring da dao li and stoning while u played!:)
Monday, September 8, 2008
So accurate!!
i feel its true as an aquarian:)
the defining characteristic of Aquarius is independence particularly manifested in their intellectual originality and progressiveness(credited to Uranus) and the water aquarius represents is symbolically equated to the water of knowledge yet since this is a sign governed by the element of the air- which signifies a desire for freedom and actions and may also imply a lack of staying power- they bend toward aloofness and impulisiveness while their personal r'ships are often relegated to 2nd place when competing with their fascination for exploring abstract ideas.
Element: Fixed air
Polarity: positive (masculine)
Physical Correspondence: the blood vessels, calves, ankles and heels
Stones: sapphire, onyx, amethyst, black pearl, neuralite
Flowers:myrtle, rosemary, dandelion, orchid, golden wood
colours: vlolet and blue
Ruling planet: Uranus (traditionally Saturn)
the defining characteristic of Aquarius is independence particularly manifested in their intellectual originality and progressiveness(credited to Uranus) and the water aquarius represents is symbolically equated to the water of knowledge yet since this is a sign governed by the element of the air- which signifies a desire for freedom and actions and may also imply a lack of staying power- they bend toward aloofness and impulisiveness while their personal r'ships are often relegated to 2nd place when competing with their fascination for exploring abstract ideas.
Element: Fixed air
Polarity: positive (masculine)
Physical Correspondence: the blood vessels, calves, ankles and heels
Stones: sapphire, onyx, amethyst, black pearl, neuralite
Flowers:myrtle, rosemary, dandelion, orchid, golden wood
colours: vlolet and blue
Ruling planet: Uranus (traditionally Saturn)
i don't miss my classmates
haha, was like seeing them 4 times over the past week.
i don't miss u guys, seriously- i mean xt, ling, deir...
thanks for the outings, lunch & dinners together
MOF was enjoyable with such a big grp of ur in contrary to our threesome.
we had fantastic set meals and wonderful desserts to end it..^^
pity i didn't bring my cam along- my bag was too stuffed..><
Rocky's (the pizza shop at sunset way) was funny n noisy with jona and ed quarreling over trivial stuff -.-", with the great horoscope analysis while ur were waiting for me...
and i realised jona and ed's stomach has shrunk, the 4 of us ate the same portion with the guys complaining they were hungry b4 the food were served. eventually they were the ones who complained they were too bloated too..><
do u ppl know, Eddie doesn't like cheese!
i can't imagine my world without cheese- it compliments so well with everything!!
eddie's idea- to compare a 10 cent coin(top left) to the pizza.
can u imagine the size of the pizza now??
see how big the pizza is- it took up the space of our entire table!
see xiao xue serving us...what gd service:)thanks!!
ok, this is a gd place to try pizzas:)
i don't miss u guys, seriously- i mean xt, ling, deir...
thanks for the outings, lunch & dinners together
MOF was enjoyable with such a big grp of ur in contrary to our threesome.
we had fantastic set meals and wonderful desserts to end it..^^
pity i didn't bring my cam along- my bag was too stuffed..><
Rocky's (the pizza shop at sunset way) was funny n noisy with jona and ed quarreling over trivial stuff -.-", with the great horoscope analysis while ur were waiting for me...
and i realised jona and ed's stomach has shrunk, the 4 of us ate the same portion with the guys complaining they were hungry b4 the food were served. eventually they were the ones who complained they were too bloated too..><
do u ppl know, Eddie doesn't like cheese!
i can't imagine my world without cheese- it compliments so well with everything!!
eddie's idea- to compare a 10 cent coin(top left) to the pizza.
can u imagine the size of the pizza now??
see how big the pizza is- it took up the space of our entire table!
see xiao xue serving us...what gd service:)thanks!!
ok, this is a gd place to try pizzas:)
Sunday, September 7, 2008
moon cake fest 前奏
how do u guys feel abt moon cake fest?
i had 2 moon cake fest gathering but haven't eaten any mooncake!
exp at home when my mumm cuts to share amg the family.
i'm sure moon cake tastes better when its eaten during a gathering.
lol, i want moon cake this thurs!!^^
my most memorable recent moon cake fest- there was this story:
this grp of friends went to celebrate moon cake fest together...
amg them were ppl who were strangers.
aft a round of self intro, this 2 person got to know each other..
throughout the entire night they were happily chitchatting to each other and to everyone else.
the girl was totally intrigued by the boy.
they progress rapidly to become very good friends but in the end the girl lost contact with the boy, the boy went missing in action to avoid the girl...
i had 2 moon cake fest gathering but haven't eaten any mooncake!
exp at home when my mumm cuts to share amg the family.
i'm sure moon cake tastes better when its eaten during a gathering.
lol, i want moon cake this thurs!!^^
my most memorable recent moon cake fest- there was this story:
this grp of friends went to celebrate moon cake fest together...
amg them were ppl who were strangers.
aft a round of self intro, this 2 person got to know each other..
throughout the entire night they were happily chitchatting to each other and to everyone else.
the girl was totally intrigued by the boy.
they progress rapidly to become very good friends but in the end the girl lost contact with the boy, the boy went missing in action to avoid the girl...
Monday, September 1, 2008
banjiang
do u hav the feeling when u think of all u want to blog- but when u log into blogger, u forgot ur train of thoughts?
i always hav that feeling><
anyways, was great to meet up with some old pals on thurs, fri and sun!
was heartwarming to see them, esp on sun!
to xinying, yi fang and siew bin: thanks for making me feel home and not a stranger, the fear of going into a place without any familiar face was smt i dread but i was glad ur faces chase away all my thoughts of escapsim.
i was glad to give u smt on ur bday- was like something i really wanted to do for a long time, luckily i remembered it this time round!
CAMOLILLE TEA!
although u will nvr read this but i really want u to know how glad i was to find u in the crowd; u are not one who is in the lime light but one who will be remembered by the souls u hav touched!!
was glad i had a chance to talk to u? yea, we are old friends!
all the best to everyone!!
and may the newcomers do us all proud!
AND, i will nvr forget u guys was the ones who taught me bridge ^^
tha game which no one understands why i'm so crazy over.
i always hav that feeling><
anyways, was great to meet up with some old pals on thurs, fri and sun!
was heartwarming to see them, esp on sun!
to xinying, yi fang and siew bin: thanks for making me feel home and not a stranger, the fear of going into a place without any familiar face was smt i dread but i was glad ur faces chase away all my thoughts of escapsim.
i was glad to give u smt on ur bday- was like something i really wanted to do for a long time, luckily i remembered it this time round!
CAMOLILLE TEA!
although u will nvr read this but i really want u to know how glad i was to find u in the crowd; u are not one who is in the lime light but one who will be remembered by the souls u hav touched!!
was glad i had a chance to talk to u? yea, we are old friends!
all the best to everyone!!
and may the newcomers do us all proud!
AND, i will nvr forget u guys was the ones who taught me bridge ^^
tha game which no one understands why i'm so crazy over.
Friday, August 29, 2008
at present-
hey, really tired ever since i am back. there was not a day i could stay at home for the whole day or be in bed as long as i like it since wed, and not till 2 weeks later.
yeap, i'm buzzing arnd like a bee... although i don't get enough sleep and my eyebags jus manifest on my whole face(look at my pics and u will know), i still like the way i'm maximising my time or am i?
happy hols to all my poly mates, those still stuck in attachment, rmb to treasure ur sch life when u get back!
to those who jus started uni life one mth ago esp those i hav met when i went for a 2days 1 night tour, hope u guys hav lotss of fun! cos i had fun with all ur accomodation and company.
thanks you everyone for living under one roof with me! tolerating my bossy and picky ways abt things,
hey seriously i don't tease anyone for fun, i teased cos i loved u girls!! ^^
Go CA Go!! all the best to my fyp.
i know its tough to face the many constraints, but i'm sure we can do it well like any other fyp topics.
hang in there deir and leng!
i really enjoyed the ways i can jus slack and look at both of u do work! XD
btw, stop all that survey calling pranks, haha!
yea, typing test is jus addictive...><
yeap, i'm buzzing arnd like a bee... although i don't get enough sleep and my eyebags jus manifest on my whole face(look at my pics and u will know), i still like the way i'm maximising my time or am i?
happy hols to all my poly mates, those still stuck in attachment, rmb to treasure ur sch life when u get back!
to those who jus started uni life one mth ago esp those i hav met when i went for a 2days 1 night tour, hope u guys hav lotss of fun! cos i had fun with all ur accomodation and company.
thanks you everyone for living under one roof with me! tolerating my bossy and picky ways abt things,
hey seriously i don't tease anyone for fun, i teased cos i loved u girls!! ^^
Go CA Go!! all the best to my fyp.
i know its tough to face the many constraints, but i'm sure we can do it well like any other fyp topics.
hang in there deir and leng!
i really enjoyed the ways i can jus slack and look at both of u do work! XD
btw, stop all that survey calling pranks, haha!
yea, typing test is jus addictive...><
To Hers;
to her- i realised u were so different from the person i first knew from the first day, within ur pretty dressing u were acty hiding a fragile heart, i hope u will protect it well, cos it hurts to see u being sad.
to her~ it was great mtg u again!ur friendly and crazy self is still so much in u! i hope u find ur true love this time round! on the times i'm not arnd u, i hope u'll not give in to him to much and take gd care of urself! hav fun with ur disicplined hall mate!
to her~ i was really glad that u can find love that u desired so much.jus rmb not to get too busy and forget abt me, k!
to her~ i find that i love ur personality so much as the day goes by! oh my!!
to her~ i think i can nvr understand enough of u, hope one day we can really telepathy so we both can save each other frm speaking. seriously i don't know how i can treasure u enough.
to her~ i hope u can be together with him, u are really a great friend, pal and person! wishing u all the happiness in the world!^^
to her~ thank u for being so nice in such a way and bonding us with all the festivals u always wanted us to celebrate together rain or shine! i really learnt lots on how to handle f'ship frm u! thankss n spanks!
to her~ it was great mtg u again!ur friendly and crazy self is still so much in u! i hope u find ur true love this time round! on the times i'm not arnd u, i hope u'll not give in to him to much and take gd care of urself! hav fun with ur disicplined hall mate!
to her~ i was really glad that u can find love that u desired so much.jus rmb not to get too busy and forget abt me, k!
to her~ i find that i love ur personality so much as the day goes by! oh my!!
to her~ i think i can nvr understand enough of u, hope one day we can really telepathy so we both can save each other frm speaking. seriously i don't know how i can treasure u enough.
to her~ i hope u can be together with him, u are really a great friend, pal and person! wishing u all the happiness in the world!^^
to her~ thank u for being so nice in such a way and bonding us with all the festivals u always wanted us to celebrate together rain or shine! i really learnt lots on how to handle f'ship frm u! thankss n spanks!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
daifuku dorayaki yamazaki
in case many of u wonder what my msn nic and my blog name stands for, this is the best pic: ( bought them in Sunroyal, thailand)
Left- dorayaki
middle-yamazaki
right- daifuku
Left- dorayaki
middle-yamazaki
right- daifuku
OUR 7 ppl M'sia trip(:
it felt like 2 weeks, great to be home though i still miss the times we had together.
thank you lylyn for being the best tour guide cum big sis- taking good care of all of us and knowing the places at her fingertips!
i like the food and cameron highlands the best- though the weather was real cold at night...
wished the pics were better taken! ><
pics spam!!
@ Ancasa hotel-KL
we went to bei yu yao jiaojiao!
Kim gary restaurant- sungei wang. 5 star eating place!
nandos! chicken feast wasn't too bad..
the tea plantation at Cameron Highlands.
thank you lylyn for being the best tour guide cum big sis- taking good care of all of us and knowing the places at her fingertips!
i like the food and cameron highlands the best- though the weather was real cold at night...
wished the pics were better taken! ><
pics spam!!
@ Ancasa hotel-KL
we went to bei yu yao jiaojiao!
Kim gary restaurant- sungei wang. 5 star eating place!
nandos! chicken feast wasn't too bad..
the tea plantation at Cameron Highlands.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Our Bangkok Trip
this is my first trip w my fellow classmates.
tiring, fun and boring.
was like rushing everywhere like running a marathon- travelling journeys to n fro the training centre was long cos there were lots of jam.
fun cos we get a lot of time to do things together.
boring when the presenter drags on...and time crawls.:(
other than thanking J n J for the journey, i would like to express my thanks to si hui's parents who were with my to and fro the airport-thank you for the shun feng che.and to Xue-chan, ling n jona for coming to send us off. really touched u ppl acty woke up so early for us. and mr sim for "teaching" us independence.
new friendships, tighter bonds and an enriching journey.
manage to meet up with those on the second trip!
this is the highlight of the trip- cruising!
Hj so cute, right!
tiring, fun and boring.
was like rushing everywhere like running a marathon- travelling journeys to n fro the training centre was long cos there were lots of jam.
fun cos we get a lot of time to do things together.
boring when the presenter drags on...and time crawls.:(
other than thanking J n J for the journey, i would like to express my thanks to si hui's parents who were with my to and fro the airport-thank you for the shun feng che.and to Xue-chan, ling n jona for coming to send us off. really touched u ppl acty woke up so early for us. and mr sim for "teaching" us independence.
new friendships, tighter bonds and an enriching journey.
manage to meet up with those on the second trip!
this is the highlight of the trip- cruising!
Hj so cute, right!
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