Sanctity

The incessant thumping of the machine,
accompanied by mellifluous pop music in the background.

With everyone on their guards and concentration never intermittent,
carelessness is intolerated and meticulous work highly in demand.

Where blue and the green are immiscible;
blue stands for sterility and green stands for contamination.

The solemnity of the place, never violated and promises conditioned with laws unbreached.

I do not desire to be a nurse or the doctor but the operating theatre intrigues me to be inquisitve.

"Shaxubumi"!

Yea, my long time CO friend got back from London last sunday:)

It was great to meet her and my other ex-co friends at Waraku, the place we had dinner before she left.
She gave me tea leaves in exquisite petite tins while i bought her like 5 chicken rice mix for her to bring back! LOL..
So London produces tea leaves...well, she says tea drinking is part of their culture.:)
One of us who happened to transit thru Japan bought us Shiroi, White lovers if u translate in Mandarin. this is the first time i have tasted it and was nonetheless impressed by the taste. Its no wonder why the confectionery is so famous.

Anyways, our topic for dinner was travel mates.
we were discussing abt our overseas trips with friends and schmates during the past year...
A: there was this person i really wanted to give him a return ticket back!
So,
Conclusion: Choose travel mates wisely!
How to choose: you must have a leader; at least someone who is serious in the mid of fun. People who are enthu and keep the spirits up. Fun loving ppl who dares to try new things out. People who play and play like there's no end. People with common interests pertaining to sight-seeing. People who are physically fit so they will brave storms and rain with you!

In lieu with our 14-18 Sep genting/malacca trip '09.
P.S. i haven't apporached him yet!
*keep fingers crossed*

Expectations.

When expectations falls short, people are disappointed...

What do you expect from a friend or from a relationship?

i used to have a very good friend and cause both of us "loved" each other too much, we have high expectations of each other's commitment to the friendship.
As it progresses, we fought over the simplest things and we always thought the other party would understand and give in...

On another viewpoint, how about in unrequited realtionships?
The person who person who tried his/her best in contributing to the relationship may expect the same from the other party and when things are not so straightforward, he/she treats himself as being neglected.

Its tough to balance things lest to say relationships. Just do not measure what you give and you will be surprised by the rewards:)

For her.

This is truly from the bottom of my heart.
Thought meeting up with her alone after such a long hiatus will be awkward...
but to my utter surprise, i felt the same-just like when we started out with our friendship.:)

i guess the key is: to be natural, to be frank and be comfortable with yourself and at ease with the other party.

Must promise to see each other at least once in 3 months ok!
And you better feed my mailbox sooooon!

What will u do if its doomsday?

i'm sure many ppl will say live it to the fullest...
this question was asked by my colleague.

my ans: i want to stay at home.
the others: stay at home and do what
me: stay at home and keep my family company or stay nearby to spend quality time with ppl for the last day.
this colleague: i thought u want to find a man and do * !
Me: huh?! why would i want to do that? LOL.
another colleague: what if ur family memebers does not want to spend it with you?
Me: i still want to saty at home! (thinking of PO)

this other colleague (whose child is born last year on the same date as me!): i will want to hug my child till it happens.
Me: what about your husband?
this other colleague: who cares about him...

So what's the conclusion?
we care about our family members and the love of a mum is too nobel to be describable.

From CO to Facebook.

i don't know what to blog!
haha, just want to tell u guys that i'm still alive.

Nvr tht i'll be into facebook but i log in almost everyday, just to maintain the restaurant. lol. think i'm like an idiot in the game...we discuss how to maximise our workers after CO.

told my CO teacher i'm going for a break but i'm most likely gg to quit...
guess how many years i've been in CO?
since i was sec 3, so its coming to 5 years alr.
i want a clean break but my friends encourage me to cont'd to practise, i told them not for this year, yet i'm afraid that after this year i'll be too old to catch up.
Age is catching up on me...i shld just stop wasting time.

i gave up my baking, my part time job, my crafts... for my CO. it was definitely a hard choice to make. i know my friends don't blame me, but i feel obliged to apologise, cos without me i know the team won't be the same anymore...
i don't want to leave but i'm stuck in between too many things.
Tbis july, on my cousin's wedding dinner will be my last performance for the year, or is it?

A friend asked:" so what do u like most abt being in CO?"
i joined CO cos i wanted a chance to perform but subsequently it was cos of my friends which became the reason why i turned up frequently for practise.
i will always rmb my love to be on the stage:)

09/06/2009

Posted on 13/6/08:
我们约定好明年的六月九号， 七点正在克拉玛头。
希望到时我们能履行承诺。

已经一年．今年我们并没有兑现诺言．
是一切出乎预料，　还是缘分－上天的安排?

有点困扰…