Full stop.

知道有一天会有如此的结局 - 决定关闭我的博客.
你相信每个人在这世界上是孤独的吗?
谢谢你们不离不弃的锁定我的频道.

Good bye:)

Tributes!

A month of “heart throbbing” farewells and inebriated celebrations。
Belated mid autumn’s day celebration…
Given the 21st bday key to freedom…
Clad in green army uniforms to be patriotic?
Upcoming, Lj’s bday!


我故意踩了你一脚， 假装很抱歉，
也把汤匙插进去你的食物，微小的说了声谢谢。
在你生日当天我们陪你在麦当劳度过，
也递给你我身凭写个你的第一封信和礼物。
我们度过了无数个缺眠的夜晚，
也争吵了无数个芝麻绿豆的小事。
如果没有宵夜聚会，我想我也没有机会和你们有那么多美好的回忆， 在学校三年的时间也没有那么深刻的接触。只怪知己住的太远又没钱搭德士。。。
谢谢你们那么捧场，愿以后还有更的记忆能收 进脑海里- 不要和我做最熟悉的陌生人。

又走到了隧道。

记得当时我们俩没说什么，一起默默地走着。
每次走进隧道时，都在想你现在境况如何。
我们几时有机会一起步行呢？

中秋节的回响

小的时候，每逢中秋妈妈都会带我和哥哥碧山公园去。
那时我住在十五楼，走到走廊前，望眼就是碧山公园。
妈妈总会查看“山情”，才带我们下楼。
当时的中秋节，没有昂贵的月饼，只有简单的灯笼和蜡烛。

长大后，搬家了，妈妈再也没有带我们去玩。
剩下的寄托就是偶尔在家附近的西饼店烘培出来班兰口味的冰皮月饼。

童年的中秋就如此。

今年，终于有资金买盒像样的月饼回家！
再也对以前班兰口味的冰皮月饼没有兴趣，取而代之的是报纸上口碑好的酒家月饼。
分到了往返儿时游乐园的票，但一切计划却被当晚的大雨熄灭了。。。
看着那张空头票， 发现原来童真并没有想像中可以那么轻易的换取。
我要找回那时的单纯，可以吗？

“每当我想妈妈的时候，我就去打架，去赛车，弄得浑身是伤。。。”

每当我想起她时我便会独自流荡，和朋友玩到三经半夜。
累的时候就会把她忘得一干二净，空闲时就会不经意想起她。
我要如何摆脱那孤寂？
如果没有遇上他们我或许没有如此苦恼。
我想拥抱他，因为他才是我一生的知己。

At my wit's end.

Mulling over my plight...
The season to fall sick again.
Feeling terrible and all my plans are foiled...
Wonder its the extraction of my precious molars, the drastic climate change or the chocolates i succumbed to after months of abstinence?
Time to admit it- i'm a weakling.
i want the antidote for instant recovery:D

投函的乐趣

"写信有一系列“收工”工序，选择信子和笔，写字，把信装入信封， 写上收信人地址， 贴上邮票，走到邮箱或邮局去投寄，身体力行的的连串动作。这“手工”过程是有生命的， 因为加入了自己的创造，一封信和一张纸不一样，一封帖上邮票的信，是不是盖了邮章，就有很多很多的故事。
写信的时代或许已经过去，不过每个人还是可以寻找自己记录记忆的“手工”。

收到信件的人那时的感觉和表情也永远是个谜。"

~adapted from Zbw

Ephemeral joys.

What can 7 people do, without our personal computers in the premises of a less familiar environment?

We gorged.
We laughed.
We teased.
We played.
We slept.
We ran.
We kicked.
We emulated.

Nonetheless, we enjoyed.
We didn’t have much then, perhaps just a deck of cards. :D

Supper!

This is to reply to ling's post- i was awake against my own will...

Sighs, it was a bad day after a sleepless night!

First thing i reached work 30 mins later :(
I was like dozing off in the midst of taking history:(
Was like caught in action and think i lost patient's confidence.

it was a busy day but i found time to take short naps- went to the toilet and sat on top of the seat and put my head down.

my senior saw the dark rings around my eyes and asked:
u went out to play ytd?
How many hours did u sleep?
i replied: none.
senior: why did u follow ur retail friends to chiong like that. u know u work in a clinic, u don't get offs tmr...
i replied: how did u know all of them are off from work tmr?
senior sighs.

it was a terrible feeling ><, even though i had a sumptous breakfast before work.
Conclusion: Sleep is just irreplaceable!

Beware: my bro has been reading my blog posts!

Slippers?

We were engaged in a conversation abt buying things....

Friend A: i'm broke but i want to get a pair of slippers!
Me: Huh? How much can a pair of slippers cost?
Friend A: $90 plus, i saw it on the net and liked it very much!
Me and friend B: Slippers cost so much meh?? Just buy a normal pair! LOL

Me, thinking: Havaianas don't even cost so much...How come i didn't know such an exorbitant pair of shoes existed... OH, i know what-

Me to friend A: Are u talking about birkenstock?
Friend A: Eh, how come u know?
Me, guiltly: Cos i'm wearing one now... Is it like friend C's shoe?
(Friend C is wearing a pair of Neckerman's.)
Friend A to friend C: How much did you pay for your slippers?
Friend C: I bought it for 30 plus nia...
Friend B, bends down to look and asked me: How come you buy such expensive slippers?
Me (trying to find an excuse for my spendthrift habits):i wanted to buy it since a year ago and waited till the price drop...
Friend B: Oh, i c. Never mind, its worth it if u really like it a lot!
Me: Really, i thought we all agreed its expensive?
Friend B: the satiable feeling is priceless:)
Friend A: ...

Morale: Price is what you pay, value is what you get! :D

i got myself a new...

This belongs to yours truly!
My mum says i can go cycle alone cos smaller wheels=safer, unlike my bro.
The person said it was supposed to be a stunt bike, you can turn the front part 180 degrees.

My cycling history...
Cycled on 4 wheels when i was young and my mum didn't teach me how as she was protective of me and afraid i will fall:(

Begin to cycle on 2 wheels when i was sec 2.
Learnt from my class mates during a class bbq
She told me: " control the bicycle, don't let it control you"
It took me an hr to be able to ride smoothly. :)

Thereafter, i only cycled once when i had chalet in sec 4
The most i cycled was in my poly years, when they took me on night cycling trips.
That was when i truly learnt how to manouevr down slopes, wriggle in between narrow corridors etc.

Why do i like cycling so much?
I like the breeze in my face, cos i can never run at this speed!
i frown when i cycle as i'm concentrating really hard, but in my mind i'm singing and enjoying the ride^^

Night Safari!

My first trip to night safari at the age of 20.
Nothing to be proud of but i'm really glad to be there. :D
Its the first "night zoo" in the world ever since it opened in 1994 by SM Goh. *Kudos*

If u like photo shoot and don't have a DSLR, this is not a place to be- you can't take pictures cos photography might alarm the animals. (so there is no picture attached to this post XD)

Take the tram through the whole park- it was amazing to see animals out at night, You practically feel like you are wandering in a jungle with animals at close proximity.

You must eat more carrots before you go- you need really sharp night vision to search for the animal in the foil of darkness.

You must not be afraid of the dark- beware! its pitch darkness except for a few bulbs scattered here and there.

If you like bats you must go- there's an area where you walk through the passage with fruit-fly feeding bats roam and skim through your hair; feel the wings fleeting just by your ear.

Walk through the trail if like to explore- the experience is one of a kind with the walking throught the thick foilage with the night breeze.

Finally, watch the animal show and be enthralled by how well trained these animals are- otters know how to sort rubbish.

If you dislike the hot sweltering heat of the zoo, this is the right place for you!
~The sight of the taiwan zoo; cycling on top of animals (i sat beside lilin!) reverbated in my memory.

Binary?

Things are better in 2?
My forgetful nature has driven me to get things in double, so i'll never need to retrieve them from my bag and take the risk of forgetting to bring it out.

Now i have things in two sets-
Like i have 2 lip balms and 2 hand cream so i can leave one in my bag FOREVER and keep the other one on my bedside table. COOL? i think this is "MUDA" (wastage of effort) according to the company policy of toyota.

Seriously i'm treating the symptom and not the cause.
SIGHS!*

Thanks to you too!

Have recieved lots of tokens of appreciation from patients since i started out work...
here's the list:

Bread from breadtalk, provenance, sun moulin
Cakes and pastries from breadtalk, taka, Indonesia
Ferrero rocher(24's), shortcake
Fruits like mangoes, oranges
Homebaked cheese cake
&
Pyjamas! (patient exports pyjamas from indonesia to sg)

He says; " do you know what it means when they pay so much for their medical fees and still bring us gifts? it means we have gone beyond the call of our duty."

I went home feeling a sense of satisfaction that i have made a difference.
As one of the nurses say, " we offer good service but it dosen't mean that we are servants."
i count my blessings for being able to lend a helping hand:D

Where's my wisdom?

Had 2 of my lower wisdom teeth extracted on Tuesday.

The process:
Anaesthetic was instilled into my lower cheeks.
Then we waited for like 10 mins before the operation starts.
OMG, i don't know what they are doing with the pliers as they knock out my tooth.
In the midst of it all, the dentist said:"one tooth out!"
The second one was out after some resistance...
Didn't know my wisdom was so intangible but nonetheless i was appeased that everything was over.

But well, not quite yet as i start to bleed profusely and was in malaise the whole night.
Changing cotton pads every half an hour, gargling chlorhexidine mouth wash and eating painkillers before i sleep.
When i woke up, everything that has happened culminated in the fact that i was unable to chew!
Devastated with no breakfast? Was beginning to regret...cos it wouldn't need any intervention if i was not querulous with my teeth structure. Finally understood the despondency my friend had when she had braces and can't eat when i was eating porridge while staring at the plate of nasi lemak my neighbour was eating during lunch.

To compromise imperfection or dolor?
I have chosen the answer, inregardless the makeover will go on.

What makes you different.

Why does my heart jump a beat when i stare into your eyes?
Why is it that the things that you say tinkers my heart?

I love the way you walk me home, the way you fluster over me and probe me for answers.

i do enjoy your attention:)
Thanks for making me feel alive; cos i know i still feel for someone.

Answers to 心理测验:

On relationships(friendship)~

The oldest
You treasure your loved ones and seeks for everlasting relationships. You treat people you love like antique or wine; the longer the relationship the more invaluable and stronger the brew.


The most expensive
You are practical and prefer to see the value of relationships as something tangible.
You aim for the epitome in life and may unknowingly equate money with relationships.

The smallest
You prefer to go with your heart and have friends or relationships based on interests. You will find that your close friends changes from time to time when you have new interests.

My express transit.

Takes 128 to work on weekday mornings.

FYI: 128 line is not reflected on the bus directory as it only operates during peak hours; morning 7.30-8.15, evening 6.45-7.15.
Its an express service that transits me from my house to TANGS smoothly (if there are no traffic jams:D)Most importantly it saves my fats from brisk walking to the MRT station and squeezing in a mass of bodies just like a can of sardines.

I tend to leave home at this specific timing that will but there are days when the bus arrives earlier and i have to lament not leaving home earlier. But i never repent.:( Nowadays i have to dash across red lights and chase for the approaching vehicle. Thankful to know the driver, cos he waits for me:D (wonder if one day he will say to me: can't you just leave home earlier?) The real excuse is time has surpassed my Titus watch- its lagging behind time...(just like my life is)

So thats how my day starts; by saying gd morning or thank you (when he waits for me) to the driver and alight opposite ION and find myself gazing at the LV display that is designed by a famous architect honoured with the entitlement of being the flagship store in Asia.

心理测验

Ok, this is an interesting one... my first psychological question.
Passed by Faber castell (how much can colour pencils cost?) shop in ION orchard on friday and saw the display:

The oldest pen
The most expensive pen
The smallest pen

Which one will u choose to possess?

Birkenstock:D

Eyeing them for a really long time...
Still rmb trying them on when i went for xmas gifts shopping with Hui and Ling.
7 months and i finally got it today!
7 months is long enough not to be impulse purchase?
So wells, i'm happy with my peach colour madrid:)

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