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something nice i got from msn.
time to post new year resolutions, everyone?
may everything runs smoothly in the year of 2009.
hav fun squeezing thru the crowd and watching the fireworks for those who are gg for the countdown!
i prefer to watch the clock tick to 0000 tonight on my bed and shout to myself, "time to sleep!"
this is not no life, but enjoy life:)
every new year is a new beginning, but end the last day of 2008 well!
see u ppl in the year 2009!!
peace to the world!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
open door concept.
anyone who sleeps in their room at night without shutting the door at home?
in my hse everyone does it.
when i was younger i used to think why there are doors to rooms.
cos in my family no one ever closes the door.
once my bro closed his door, we tht he was sniffing glue inside cos there was a stench when he opened it.
guess what he was doing? dancing on the para para on playstaion.
that was a long time ago.XD
i shut the door when i practise my instru or change nowadays.
to me it is smt insignificant.
hadn't realise how it affects a family's life till a mother told me how her daughter shuts herself in her room.
the door is a barrier,
if u always keep the doors closed at home if its not for the air con then it shows that u are separated from the family.
the door, blocks family members from getting closer to u.
a door, a barrier, a family "traditon".
its gd to hav a open door concept.:)
in my hse everyone does it.
when i was younger i used to think why there are doors to rooms.
cos in my family no one ever closes the door.
once my bro closed his door, we tht he was sniffing glue inside cos there was a stench when he opened it.
guess what he was doing? dancing on the para para on playstaion.
that was a long time ago.XD
i shut the door when i practise my instru or change nowadays.
to me it is smt insignificant.
hadn't realise how it affects a family's life till a mother told me how her daughter shuts herself in her room.
the door is a barrier,
if u always keep the doors closed at home if its not for the air con then it shows that u are separated from the family.
the door, blocks family members from getting closer to u.
a door, a barrier, a family "traditon".
its gd to hav a open door concept.:)
greed.
the problem with me was i was too greedy for love and affections.
thats why so badly hurt.
too greedy to hav many friends yet i realised in the end maybe there was none i could keep forever.
i guess more than one ppl went thru the same process as me- why is there no one u can turn to when u need someone?
smt its not that they are unwilling to listen but its myself who is unwilling to share.
received my cards and greetings this xmas.
tht my greetings get lesser each year.
used to need a big bag to contain them but now i can jus stuff all in a slightly bigger envelope.
blames myself for not being rmbered.
when ppl say they are missing out in my life,
i think to myself: i hav been missing out in ur life too><
when ppl tell me to remind them if they fade away from my life one day,
i think to myself :why don't u remind me not to fade away from ur life.
as i witness the changes and the increase in distance btwn ppl every year
i wonder to myself why am i so helpless in handling the situation and reducing the gap.
a selfish thing to ponder: why am i affected when its none of my problems.
but truth is ppl's emotions affects the ppl arnd them.
i'm sry if i break down one of this days, its so not me to be emo, but i guess i shld talk it out this year and start next year right. hopefully its jus pms.
i'll disappear from from ur world, cos i'm jus not worthy of it.
thats why so badly hurt.
too greedy to hav many friends yet i realised in the end maybe there was none i could keep forever.
i guess more than one ppl went thru the same process as me- why is there no one u can turn to when u need someone?
smt its not that they are unwilling to listen but its myself who is unwilling to share.
received my cards and greetings this xmas.
tht my greetings get lesser each year.
used to need a big bag to contain them but now i can jus stuff all in a slightly bigger envelope.
blames myself for not being rmbered.
when ppl say they are missing out in my life,
i think to myself: i hav been missing out in ur life too><
when ppl tell me to remind them if they fade away from my life one day,
i think to myself :why don't u remind me not to fade away from ur life.
as i witness the changes and the increase in distance btwn ppl every year
i wonder to myself why am i so helpless in handling the situation and reducing the gap.
a selfish thing to ponder: why am i affected when its none of my problems.
but truth is ppl's emotions affects the ppl arnd them.
i'm sry if i break down one of this days, its so not me to be emo, but i guess i shld talk it out this year and start next year right. hopefully its jus pms.
i'll disappear from from ur world, cos i'm jus not worthy of it.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Merry Xmas!!
its finally xmas!
before i go for a xmas break, wishing everyone out there a nice and warm xmas this year!
though the weather has not been great still hope everyone's celebrations will run smoothly.
get lots of pressies too!!
may santa fulfill ur wishes!
Love always,
Hui Min:)
Sunday, December 21, 2008
6 mths.
6 mths is a long time, for things and environment to change but 6 mths is a short time for ppl to change.
went back to my old working place on fri and realised that the place is still there and my friends hav changed! and my "favourite" colleague got married at 24 with a baby girl:)
was glad to know that they are doing well, most of them had promotions and the food menu changed, cos ppl changed it.
a lot of emotions when i was there.
was hoping they hav shared the joy with me.
was hoping i was with them alll this time.
was wondering why i quitted then.
was thinking of gg back.
was thinking of what happened if i was back.
was thinking thru what they hav told me.
was missing my supervisor.
was missing the laughter and the times with my friends.
all in all that was in the past, i shld jus live the present and ctrl my life.:)
it was part of my past, but my friends still lived in the present and i hav not regretted quitting my job.
went back to my old working place on fri and realised that the place is still there and my friends hav changed! and my "favourite" colleague got married at 24 with a baby girl:)
was glad to know that they are doing well, most of them had promotions and the food menu changed, cos ppl changed it.
a lot of emotions when i was there.
was hoping they hav shared the joy with me.
was hoping i was with them alll this time.
was wondering why i quitted then.
was thinking of gg back.
was thinking of what happened if i was back.
was thinking thru what they hav told me.
was missing my supervisor.
was missing the laughter and the times with my friends.
all in all that was in the past, i shld jus live the present and ctrl my life.:)
it was part of my past, but my friends still lived in the present and i hav not regretted quitting my job.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
那狭窄的走廊
那狭窄的廊 是学校最尴尬的地方。
为什么呢？
那走廊旁是条沟渠，
如果看到不熟或不想打招呼的朋友，
你不可能装成视而不见
也不可能转换路线。
除非你是瞎子，不然那就太明显了。
（念我这科的，怎么可能会是瞎子呢？只可能是心瞎了。。。）
虽说不因个那么在意打不打招呼这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事，
但每当独自走不上那不可能不经过的走廊时，难免会心有余悸。
避不开，躲不开，闪不开。
就是那么的尴尬，那么的无所事从。
人生有时也如此， 不是吗？
为什么呢？
那走廊旁是条沟渠，
如果看到不熟或不想打招呼的朋友，
你不可能装成视而不见
也不可能转换路线。
除非你是瞎子，不然那就太明显了。
（念我这科的，怎么可能会是瞎子呢？只可能是心瞎了。。。）
虽说不因个那么在意打不打招呼这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事，
但每当独自走不上那不可能不经过的走廊时，难免会心有余悸。
避不开，躲不开，闪不开。
就是那么的尴尬，那么的无所事从。
人生有时也如此， 不是吗？
Sunday, December 14, 2008
CO chalet.
jus came back from my co chalet,
this is the first time i didn't hav chance to take out my cam to snap pictures,
cos i was busy playing the bridge most of the time,
it shld be bridge chalet, not co chalet. lol.
nonetheless i enjoyed being served by my "juniors".
we don't address each other as juniors or seniors.
cos nth ever mattered in our co, not age not family background not where u are from.
to us, what matters the most is ur attitude; u mus love to play music and be young at heart!
thank you for giving me a place where i belong.^^
its hard to be independent despite my desire not to be dependant.
this is the first time i didn't hav chance to take out my cam to snap pictures,
cos i was busy playing the bridge most of the time,
it shld be bridge chalet, not co chalet. lol.
nonetheless i enjoyed being served by my "juniors".
we don't address each other as juniors or seniors.
cos nth ever mattered in our co, not age not family background not where u are from.
to us, what matters the most is ur attitude; u mus love to play music and be young at heart!
thank you for giving me a place where i belong.^^
its hard to be independent despite my desire not to be dependant.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
today's dream
no idea why i'm blogging abt dreams like ur but wells.
dreamt about my classmates playing tennis, i didn't know how to play so i wasn't in the picture.
players were: si hui, jonathan, eddie and i can't rmb alr.
there were 6 players.
they keep playing till i woke up.
haha, mb the dream was telling me i need some exercise. lol-.-"
dreamt about my classmates playing tennis, i didn't know how to play so i wasn't in the picture.
players were: si hui, jonathan, eddie and i can't rmb alr.
there were 6 players.
they keep playing till i woke up.
haha, mb the dream was telling me i need some exercise. lol-.-"
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Look here!!!
this is the phone that ling says she will get the white if i get the pink.
what a nice pastel colour.^^
LG KF350
past xmas memories.
yes i like to celebrate xmas,
to me its not abt christ but abt a season filled with love, joy and friendship.
i like the decor along orchard road and remembered posing beside many.
i like to receive xmas cards as a kind of warm greetings, friends don't send chinese new year cards, do we? (mb we'll do that when we are older><)
when i was in pri sch, the age when no one goes out to play aft sch, i hav no friends to celebrate xmas with me.
my family doesn't celebrate it at home too cos we aren;t christians.
so what do i do?
i'll make xmas stockings for each of my soft toys with paper, each one one with their name on it.
mine is a super big one that i'll hang on my window or beside my bed and put my wish inside the sock for the santa to fulfill.
i hav a super small xmas tree that i'll decorate and put on my bedside table.
on that day of xmas, i'll put all my soft toys on my bed and start using my hands and mingle them as if they are all playing and dancing in a xmas party.
i usually plan a programme for them and hav a letter reading session from someone somewhere afar, i claimed.
if no one's at home, i'll on the radio to my favourite fm 93.3.
thats how i spend my xmas, for a few years til i hav real ppl to go out with me on xmas two years back.
my mum tht i needed company and counselling session from a psychology.
my friends tht it was absurd to write letters to my soft toys.
but i nvr felt lonely then.
sometimes u jus need someone there,
the person don't hav to do anything, the presence is enough.
to me its not abt christ but abt a season filled with love, joy and friendship.
i like the decor along orchard road and remembered posing beside many.
i like to receive xmas cards as a kind of warm greetings, friends don't send chinese new year cards, do we? (mb we'll do that when we are older><)
when i was in pri sch, the age when no one goes out to play aft sch, i hav no friends to celebrate xmas with me.
my family doesn't celebrate it at home too cos we aren;t christians.
so what do i do?
i'll make xmas stockings for each of my soft toys with paper, each one one with their name on it.
mine is a super big one that i'll hang on my window or beside my bed and put my wish inside the sock for the santa to fulfill.
i hav a super small xmas tree that i'll decorate and put on my bedside table.
on that day of xmas, i'll put all my soft toys on my bed and start using my hands and mingle them as if they are all playing and dancing in a xmas party.
i usually plan a programme for them and hav a letter reading session from someone somewhere afar, i claimed.
if no one's at home, i'll on the radio to my favourite fm 93.3.
thats how i spend my xmas, for a few years til i hav real ppl to go out with me on xmas two years back.
my mum tht i needed company and counselling session from a psychology.
my friends tht it was absurd to write letters to my soft toys.
but i nvr felt lonely then.
sometimes u jus need someone there,
the person don't hav to do anything, the presence is enough.
Monday, December 8, 2008
My dream.
everyone's analysing their dreams these days...
mine, i don't think there's a need to analyse, cos basically its the same, its always abt my classmates and my teachers doing smt in sch.
i remembered ytd's!
cos it was raining and i acty slept till 10 plus (like once in a blue moon) so i had time to dream:)
we were in two rooms and one room was full of my classmates and the other was full of the other class's ppl.
the room was like a showcase, well furnished with the sofas, coffee table and such...
we were jus carrying our bags and sitting into the room.
then our teacher announced that there will be many overseas students coming to visit.
there was no toilet in that showcase,so i walked out of the room to some other toilet in another showcase...
then i woke up in the morning thinking i need the toilet.
thats the kind of dreams i usually get, ppl i know in a weird scene. XD
and today at amk hub 2nd storey, i did smt "fantastic" but i nvr want to do it again...
i went into the gents uunknowingly.
did some big business inside thinking why there was a male's voice outside and why the toilet was so empty even though its so crowded outside.
there are like four cubicles in the gents.
i know u ppl mus hav had a lot of questions.
firstly, i didn't notice the urinal bowls in the toilet when i first walked in,
secondly there was nobody in the toilet when i entered
i only realised i stepped into the wrng toilet only when i stepped out of the cubicle and saw a male using the urinal.
fortunately he was facing the wall and no one saw me coming out of the toilet.
when i this i was stunned. quickly, i walked into the ladies and washed my hands.
i admit i hav the habit of gg to the males,
but this is the first time i seriously walked in.
usually my friend behind me will tugged me into the right one or i'll follow them towards the right one, but i wasn't with anyone at the point of entering the toilet
today :(
some history...used to go into the gents when i was in sec sch. my sch was holded in a old sch and we simply stick a female sign outside the males toilet and it became a female toilet! i don't rmb any urinals in that one though.
guess i'll jus hav to be more careful?
but the gents was definitely much more pleasant than the ladies! =X
mine, i don't think there's a need to analyse, cos basically its the same, its always abt my classmates and my teachers doing smt in sch.
i remembered ytd's!
cos it was raining and i acty slept till 10 plus (like once in a blue moon) so i had time to dream:)
we were in two rooms and one room was full of my classmates and the other was full of the other class's ppl.
the room was like a showcase, well furnished with the sofas, coffee table and such...
we were jus carrying our bags and sitting into the room.
then our teacher announced that there will be many overseas students coming to visit.
there was no toilet in that showcase,so i walked out of the room to some other toilet in another showcase...
then i woke up in the morning thinking i need the toilet.
thats the kind of dreams i usually get, ppl i know in a weird scene. XD
and today at amk hub 2nd storey, i did smt "fantastic" but i nvr want to do it again...
i went into the gents uunknowingly.
did some big business inside thinking why there was a male's voice outside and why the toilet was so empty even though its so crowded outside.
there are like four cubicles in the gents.
i know u ppl mus hav had a lot of questions.
firstly, i didn't notice the urinal bowls in the toilet when i first walked in,
secondly there was nobody in the toilet when i entered
i only realised i stepped into the wrng toilet only when i stepped out of the cubicle and saw a male using the urinal.
fortunately he was facing the wall and no one saw me coming out of the toilet.
when i this i was stunned. quickly, i walked into the ladies and washed my hands.
i admit i hav the habit of gg to the males,
but this is the first time i seriously walked in.
usually my friend behind me will tugged me into the right one or i'll follow them towards the right one, but i wasn't with anyone at the point of entering the toilet
today :(
some history...used to go into the gents when i was in sec sch. my sch was holded in a old sch and we simply stick a female sign outside the males toilet and it became a female toilet! i don't rmb any urinals in that one though.
guess i'll jus hav to be more careful?
but the gents was definitely much more pleasant than the ladies! =X
Friday, December 5, 2008
今年圣诞的故事.
有一对互相爱慕的男女。。。
他们不知到彼此对自己的感觉。
相隔了六年，他们在圣诞聚会相聚。
来聚会的每个人都得带一份礼物在派队上交换。
在聚会上，大家都有说有笑，玩得不亦乐乎。
到了交换礼物的时间，大家围成一个圈子。
女孩就站在男孩对面，希望能得到男孩手中的礼物。
交换礼物的形势是每份礼物都附上一个编号，然后大家抽签决定谁拿那个编号。
结果女生没有抽到男生的那份礼物，
当大家都扯开礼物时，男生买的那份礼物是女生最想要的---一本日记簿。
这是否代表男生和女生无缘呢？
他们不知到彼此对自己的感觉。
相隔了六年，他们在圣诞聚会相聚。
来聚会的每个人都得带一份礼物在派队上交换。
在聚会上，大家都有说有笑，玩得不亦乐乎。
到了交换礼物的时间，大家围成一个圈子。
女孩就站在男孩对面，希望能得到男孩手中的礼物。
交换礼物的形势是每份礼物都附上一个编号，然后大家抽签决定谁拿那个编号。
结果女生没有抽到男生的那份礼物，
当大家都扯开礼物时，男生买的那份礼物是女生最想要的---一本日记簿。
这是否代表男生和女生无缘呢？
Thursday, December 4, 2008
my whereabouts.
a week since i hav been online,
so the last time i blogged was abt a week ago. :)
did ur missed me?
i'm sure u do, thats y u are reading this.
well, time to update everyone, aft such a long time!
had really bad diahorrea last thurs. so bad that i hav to go home b4 sch ends...
had dizzy spells that persisted for like 2 days.
my weekends was like a torture, i tht life was gg to be taken away from me >,<
glad it didn't and sad it didnt.
went to the doc twice over 3 days and finally they decided to refer me to ttsh neurology... think i went bonkers with stress. lol XD
and was busy with my mid term test from mon till today.
went out aft sch to do xmas shopping!!
yes, i'm proud to announce i hav done my share.
runner up aft huizz!!
*round of applause*
aft walking from like 1 to 9...
super tired, and haunted by winnie the pooh, if u go taka u'll know why. :(
and hols started the time i left sch!!!
but look at this:
First Draft Report to supervisor All Students 12th January 2009
Submit project report All Students 30th January 2009
Project presentation All Students 1st Exam Week (16th or/and 17th of Feb)
class mates, grp mates, project mates, we still hav two laps to go!!!!
so the last time i blogged was abt a week ago. :)
did ur missed me?
i'm sure u do, thats y u are reading this.
well, time to update everyone, aft such a long time!
had really bad diahorrea last thurs. so bad that i hav to go home b4 sch ends...
had dizzy spells that persisted for like 2 days.
my weekends was like a torture, i tht life was gg to be taken away from me >,<
glad it didn't and sad it didnt.
went to the doc twice over 3 days and finally they decided to refer me to ttsh neurology... think i went bonkers with stress. lol XD
and was busy with my mid term test from mon till today.
went out aft sch to do xmas shopping!!
yes, i'm proud to announce i hav done my share.
runner up aft huizz!!
*round of applause*
aft walking from like 1 to 9...
super tired, and haunted by winnie the pooh, if u go taka u'll know why. :(
and hols started the time i left sch!!!
but look at this:
First Draft Report to supervisor All Students 12th January 2009
Submit project report All Students 30th January 2009
Project presentation All Students 1st Exam Week (16th or/and 17th of Feb)
class mates, grp mates, project mates, we still hav two laps to go!!!!
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